Trying Not to Love You

"No it was about you"

I sat there shocked. Everyone thought the song was about Sarah including me. I had to literately pinch myself to make sure i wasn't dreaming

"Bren I didn't know. I thought the song was about Sarah"

"I never told anyone who it was about so everyone assumed it was about Sarah"

"Wow.. I don't know what to say" As Brendon placed the guitar on his lap playing the familiar tune.


When the world gets too heavy
Put it on my back
I'll be your levy
You are taking me apart
Like bad glue
On a get well card

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

I'm a fly that's trapped
In a web
But I'm thinking that
My spider's dead
Lonely, lonely little life
I could kid myself
In thinking that I'm fine

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

That I'm skin and bone
Just a king and a rusty throne
Oh, the castle's under siege
But the sign outside says, "Leave me alone."

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know
(It was always you)
Blink back to let me know
(It was always you)

Brendon placed the guitar next to him on the sand as he gently cupped my face.

"I want us to try again, we can take it as slow as you want."

"Just don't leave again" I whispered staring in his chocolate eyes.

"Never" he replied leaning in kissing me softly"