Help Me Live

Chapter 16: I dont know

[[gerard's p.o.v]]

Oh my god. he cant leave me. he cant, i wont let him. If he dies, i die.
there is no other way.

I looked over off what just happened.
1 )Jade had a bitch fit
2 )Matt came and hell broke loose
3 )Mikey fought like a guys for once
4 )Matt brought out the gun
5 )Jade got away but then got hit so now she is not awake
6 )the gun went off
7 )Mikey is on he ground and matt took jade to the car
8 )more screames and my life is coming to an end
9 )the gun went off again, matt got shot.
10 )mikey is bleeding,alot and jade is gone.

Oh my god. Think gerard, what to do.
First make sure mikey is alright.
Fuck!! the people took him.
so number one is complete.

Okay, next make sure frank is up.
Frank is on the ground with people all over him

"sir, sir can you hear me?" on of the people said.

"ahh.. yeah" frank replied

"what is your name sir?"

"frank iero." frank was tearing alittle, i looked down at his leg and its not normal that its facing the other way.
gross.

"okay well, frank your leg is broken and you have alot of cuts, but we can make you new once again." he smiled

"oh thank god!" lauren cried and hugged frank again.

"uhrmm.. what about mikey?" i was scared of this answer.

"who?" he asked me

"the other boy." i said

"oh.. right..how are you connected to him?" he asked me

"im his brother" i sighed.
ON WITH THE FUCKING ANSWER!

"okay, well sir im not going to lie to you, its pretty bad. he lost alot of blood and he got shot in the arm. but i hope to tell you he might make it if he gets there in time." he smiled at the last part.

"but are you saying there is a chance he might not?" tears pricked my eyes

"yes" he said and went to turn to frank.

"oh god." i felt sick and turned to a bush.

"shhh...It's okay.. i promise to you mikey is going to be just fine" jenna said to me

"you swear?" i asked her. i know she cant promise anything but it helped me to think she could.

"i swear" she looked me straight in the eyes.

"okay." i said and she hugged me, i guess to comfort me.

We staied hugging for a good hour. i wouldnt let her out of my sight when we were in the hospital.

"mr.way?" a nurse called for me.

"yes. i am mr.way" i said to her getting up and making sure jenna was there.

"okay, uh," she paused.

"are you going to tell me?" i asked her.

"yes. well your brother-" she got cut off by a man screaming

"WE NEED HELP OVER HERE!!" he screamed and she went over.

'greaattt... no news on mikey..' i said. right now im extreamly depressed, when i looked over at the people i looked at the girl they were bringing in.

"oh god no." i said and walked over making sure my eyes werent telling me lies.

There was a girl extreamly bloody and brused up.
she was having a hard time breathing and looked at if she was already dead.
she was whiter than me with my makeup on.

"no..no..NO! i cant- it cant be her." i said
"whats this girls name?" i asked the nurse from before.

"Jade....Philps" she said with a sigh.

"what happened to her?" i asked

"she said a guy named matt.?" she shrugged.

"is she going to make it?" i asked again afriad of the answer.

"i dont know sir." she said with a hint of saddness in her tone.
"i just dont know."