Staying Up All Night

Ravi.

June 14
12:25 AM

I can't sleep. She's on my mind. Fuck, who am I kidding, she's always on my mind. She has been since the day I met her.

We were both thirteen-years-old. She, at the time, had flourescent green hair, a nose and lip ring. Her big, green eyes were enclosed with thick, dark eyelashes and smudged, black eyeliner. She was much taller than me then. That was the day I fell in love with her.

Ugh, I want to hold her. Smell her coconut scented hair. I want to be able to kiss her. To feel her skin against mine. Ugh.

There's a knock at my window. I look out to see Margot, giggling with a bottle of vodka in her hand. Shit, I thought I hid that well enough. I hate when she drinks.
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I love Ravi. He's so sweet.

I also love Margot.

They're both me. Sweet and bitchy.

I win.