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Kiss Me and I Bleed
A Month
When I went back in the room Mike was up, but Vic was still sleeping. I laid my head down on his chest, and listened to his heart beat. When I looked up I saw Nicole trying to pretend that nothing was wrong. She was going to try and make things work even if they she wasn’t happy. I didn’t like seeing this so I tried to concentrate on Vic’s heart beat. It was steady just like our relationship, and at this moment of my life. Our relationship was the only thing that I considered steady. I wrapped my arms his waist, and my movements woke him up. I looked up and when his eyes focused on me he smiled and I sat up and kissed him. When I broke the kiss I saw that Nicole had seen it and she looked really sad. I was starting to notice that she was getting better at hiding her real emotions and that scared me to death. If I had known how upset she really was last night I would never have left her alone. “What time do we have to leave?” Vic asked Mike. He shrugged his shoulders and looked through his phone.
“We have a few hours I think.” Mike said. Vic nodded and got up out of the bed. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up and out the room.
“Where are we going?” I asked. I was kind of excited and happy about going on some little adventure with Vic so I let him lead the way.
When got in the elevator and he pulled me really close to him. We kissed all the way down completely ignoring the stares we got from other people who caught the elevator with us. When it stopped Vic pulled me out to the back of the hotel. There was a beach out in the back, but I didn’t want to go in there. It was kind of cold out here and I knew the water would be freezing and that is not something I need early in the morning. He was trying to pull me closer to the water and I was trying hard not to.
“Come on. We’ve been here for almost two weeks and we haven’t been to the beach yet.” He said.
“We can go to another beach when the sun is all the way up and can heat up the water.” I replied.
“It’ll be fine once you get used to the water, and then later we can take a hot shower together.” He said. I smiled. I was all for the shower, but I still didn’t want to get in the water. I shook my head and Vic stop trying to pull me. He let go of my hands and instead threw me over his shoulders. Once he got in the water he threw me under. My teeth instantly started to chatter and I couldn’t stop shaking. Vic pulled me up and pressed his lips to mine. I know he must have been just as cold but his lips felt like fire against mine. I broke the kiss and then we stood there just looking at each other. I wrapped my arms around Vic shoulders. I was going to kiss him again, but then I decided that I would rather get my revenge and kiss him later. I used all of my weight to push him under the freezing water and swam as fast as I could to get out of the water. When I reached land I heard cheers and looked up to see that everyone had been watching. I bowed to their applause and then had my breath knocked out of me when Vic tackled me into the sand. I rolled over on my back and saw Vic starring down at me. We were both wet and shivering. This time when I wrapped my arms around Vic’s shoulders I did kiss him. I would have kissed him all morning, but we had to get things packed up.
There were two vans outside. One was to take the guys so they could continue touring and the other was to take me, Nicole, Angela, and Chris back to the airport so we could go back home. All I had to do was wait another week until I would be able to see my baby again, and I’ve gone longer without seeing him so it shouldn’t be unbearable. But still it was really hard to let him go, but I did and when I sat next to Nicole she seemed really calm. I think she was glade to be away from Mike and Tony. She didn’t have to think about them to much. Plus she could think better and I couldn’t blame her for wanting to get away.
I know she didn’t really want to have another kid right now, but she was not going to say it out loud. She thought that wishing she wasn’t pregnant is what had caused her to almost lose Chris. Even now she was letting Chris suck on her thumb while resting her stomach with the other hand.
Even though she wasn’t even twenty yet she was going to raise these babies better than any adult could. And if she was going to go through with this wedding she was going to be the best wife she could possibly be. During high school I thought me and my best friend would be dating and partying all the time. Nicole would be touring constantly and I would be flirting with all the band guys, but none of that happened. Nicole had to stop touring to raise Chris and now she had another one. She was about to settle with Mike and even though Vic and I weren’t getting married right now I didn’t want to be with anyone but him.
The ride back home was a lot like the ride to Australia except that Mike wouldn’t be waiting for me when we got off the plane. Instead Nicole’s mom came to great us. As soon as she saw us she removed Chris out of Nicole’s hand. I looked at Nicole and when we made eye contact I could tell she was pissed. She wanted her mom to be a grandmother to Chris, but god she really needed to wait tell Nicole gave her permission instead of just snatching him out of her arms. We made the way to Nicole’s mom van. Instead of driving of Nicole’s house she went in the direction of her house. As soon as we were inside she started talking about wedding stuff. Like the date, time, decorations, bridesmaids, seating arrangements and I could tell the more she talked the more Nicole was getting annoyed. Finally I interrupted and said. “What if Nicole doesn’t want to get married?” She stopped moving around and looked at me.
“Of course she wants to get married. She’s having another baby with the guy she wanted to be with and move in with. She said yes to his proposal so of course she wants to get married.” She replied. Nicole didn’t make eye contact with anyone instead she looked down at her hands. I don’t know about Nicole, but I was fed up with Nicole’s mom and I was ready to let her know it.
“You know what Mrs. Medina you’re a really shitty mother. Your making Nicole mad and sad all the time, and yeah she’s having another baby but so what. She may be young but I can tell that she’s already a better mother than you.” I said. Nicole looked up at me in disbelief and Angela was looking up at her mom with a half smile. I was starting to feel better letting all of this out.
Nicole’s mom turned red and I couldn’t help but notice that made her and Nicole look alike. “You can not talk to me like this.” She said.
“I’m nineteen I can talk to you however I fucking want to. If Nicole wants to get married then let her deal with all this the way she wants to and keep you hands of her child bitch.” I said. I was satisfied without saying everything that was on my mind, but I even had my boundaries sometimes.
She looked at Nicole and Angela. They were both smiling now and she said. “Are you going to let her talk to me like this? Do you have any respect for your mother?”
Nicole shook her head and frowned. “Morgan’s right, and how can I respect someone who show’s zero respect for me.” She got up and removed Chris from her mom’s arms. Angela grabbed a set of keys of the hook in the kitchen and we all made our way outside. I couldn’t help but feel like a boss leaving Nicole’s mom like that and I know that Angela and Nicole felt some kind of satisfaction from it as well. When we got back to Nicole’s she laid Chris down in his crib and then she laid herself down on bed.
“So when is this wedding going to happen?” I asked.
Nicole shrugged her shoulder and wiped away a tear. “Soon. Mike us to start planning like when he gets back because he wants us married before they have to tour again.” She said.
“And how long is that?” I asked.
“Like a month.” She answered. That’s all she had was a month to grow some balls and finally leave Mike. It was now settle around me that she was going to go through with all of this, and my heart was breaking for her, and to make things worse I reached down in pocket and saw that I had a miss call from somebody who had no right to be calling my phone.
“What does this bitch want?” I said out loud.
“We have a few hours I think.” Mike said. Vic nodded and got up out of the bed. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up and out the room.
“Where are we going?” I asked. I was kind of excited and happy about going on some little adventure with Vic so I let him lead the way.
When got in the elevator and he pulled me really close to him. We kissed all the way down completely ignoring the stares we got from other people who caught the elevator with us. When it stopped Vic pulled me out to the back of the hotel. There was a beach out in the back, but I didn’t want to go in there. It was kind of cold out here and I knew the water would be freezing and that is not something I need early in the morning. He was trying to pull me closer to the water and I was trying hard not to.
“Come on. We’ve been here for almost two weeks and we haven’t been to the beach yet.” He said.
“We can go to another beach when the sun is all the way up and can heat up the water.” I replied.
“It’ll be fine once you get used to the water, and then later we can take a hot shower together.” He said. I smiled. I was all for the shower, but I still didn’t want to get in the water. I shook my head and Vic stop trying to pull me. He let go of my hands and instead threw me over his shoulders. Once he got in the water he threw me under. My teeth instantly started to chatter and I couldn’t stop shaking. Vic pulled me up and pressed his lips to mine. I know he must have been just as cold but his lips felt like fire against mine. I broke the kiss and then we stood there just looking at each other. I wrapped my arms around Vic shoulders. I was going to kiss him again, but then I decided that I would rather get my revenge and kiss him later. I used all of my weight to push him under the freezing water and swam as fast as I could to get out of the water. When I reached land I heard cheers and looked up to see that everyone had been watching. I bowed to their applause and then had my breath knocked out of me when Vic tackled me into the sand. I rolled over on my back and saw Vic starring down at me. We were both wet and shivering. This time when I wrapped my arms around Vic’s shoulders I did kiss him. I would have kissed him all morning, but we had to get things packed up.
There were two vans outside. One was to take the guys so they could continue touring and the other was to take me, Nicole, Angela, and Chris back to the airport so we could go back home. All I had to do was wait another week until I would be able to see my baby again, and I’ve gone longer without seeing him so it shouldn’t be unbearable. But still it was really hard to let him go, but I did and when I sat next to Nicole she seemed really calm. I think she was glade to be away from Mike and Tony. She didn’t have to think about them to much. Plus she could think better and I couldn’t blame her for wanting to get away.
I know she didn’t really want to have another kid right now, but she was not going to say it out loud. She thought that wishing she wasn’t pregnant is what had caused her to almost lose Chris. Even now she was letting Chris suck on her thumb while resting her stomach with the other hand.
Even though she wasn’t even twenty yet she was going to raise these babies better than any adult could. And if she was going to go through with this wedding she was going to be the best wife she could possibly be. During high school I thought me and my best friend would be dating and partying all the time. Nicole would be touring constantly and I would be flirting with all the band guys, but none of that happened. Nicole had to stop touring to raise Chris and now she had another one. She was about to settle with Mike and even though Vic and I weren’t getting married right now I didn’t want to be with anyone but him.
The ride back home was a lot like the ride to Australia except that Mike wouldn’t be waiting for me when we got off the plane. Instead Nicole’s mom came to great us. As soon as she saw us she removed Chris out of Nicole’s hand. I looked at Nicole and when we made eye contact I could tell she was pissed. She wanted her mom to be a grandmother to Chris, but god she really needed to wait tell Nicole gave her permission instead of just snatching him out of her arms. We made the way to Nicole’s mom van. Instead of driving of Nicole’s house she went in the direction of her house. As soon as we were inside she started talking about wedding stuff. Like the date, time, decorations, bridesmaids, seating arrangements and I could tell the more she talked the more Nicole was getting annoyed. Finally I interrupted and said. “What if Nicole doesn’t want to get married?” She stopped moving around and looked at me.
“Of course she wants to get married. She’s having another baby with the guy she wanted to be with and move in with. She said yes to his proposal so of course she wants to get married.” She replied. Nicole didn’t make eye contact with anyone instead she looked down at her hands. I don’t know about Nicole, but I was fed up with Nicole’s mom and I was ready to let her know it.
“You know what Mrs. Medina you’re a really shitty mother. Your making Nicole mad and sad all the time, and yeah she’s having another baby but so what. She may be young but I can tell that she’s already a better mother than you.” I said. Nicole looked up at me in disbelief and Angela was looking up at her mom with a half smile. I was starting to feel better letting all of this out.
Nicole’s mom turned red and I couldn’t help but notice that made her and Nicole look alike. “You can not talk to me like this.” She said.
“I’m nineteen I can talk to you however I fucking want to. If Nicole wants to get married then let her deal with all this the way she wants to and keep you hands of her child bitch.” I said. I was satisfied without saying everything that was on my mind, but I even had my boundaries sometimes.
She looked at Nicole and Angela. They were both smiling now and she said. “Are you going to let her talk to me like this? Do you have any respect for your mother?”
Nicole shook her head and frowned. “Morgan’s right, and how can I respect someone who show’s zero respect for me.” She got up and removed Chris from her mom’s arms. Angela grabbed a set of keys of the hook in the kitchen and we all made our way outside. I couldn’t help but feel like a boss leaving Nicole’s mom like that and I know that Angela and Nicole felt some kind of satisfaction from it as well. When we got back to Nicole’s she laid Chris down in his crib and then she laid herself down on bed.
“So when is this wedding going to happen?” I asked.
Nicole shrugged her shoulder and wiped away a tear. “Soon. Mike us to start planning like when he gets back because he wants us married before they have to tour again.” She said.
“And how long is that?” I asked.
“Like a month.” She answered. That’s all she had was a month to grow some balls and finally leave Mike. It was now settle around me that she was going to go through with all of this, and my heart was breaking for her, and to make things worse I reached down in pocket and saw that I had a miss call from somebody who had no right to be calling my phone.
“What does this bitch want?” I said out loud.