What If?

My deepest fear is ever getting fat. People tell me I’m not fat, that I’m way too skinny. They think I have an eating disorder. The truth is, I don’t. Maybe I’ve tried to throw up my food about twice but that’s about it. It seems like way too much work to do that every day. Never eating at lunch really doesn’t work either because I’d always have people asking me why I wasn’t eating. I only weigh 120 pounds and I am not fat. No matter what people tell me.