Boyhood Bravery
ten
I'm alone.
Just like I should be.
Always and Forever.
I'm not fit to love, to be loved.
Something just isn't right in my DNA, corrupted tissues and fractured fibers.
All I could do was tell him I loved him as I shut the door, closing out the most important part of my life, but really, you can't love something that you hold as an illusion. I do love him and I always will but he never loved me. The pedestal he held up for me has cracked and fallen, turned to dust underneath the weight of all of his assumptions. He never loved me.
Only who he thought I would become.
Just like I should be.
Always and Forever.
I'm not fit to love, to be loved.
Something just isn't right in my DNA, corrupted tissues and fractured fibers.
All I could do was tell him I loved him as I shut the door, closing out the most important part of my life, but really, you can't love something that you hold as an illusion. I do love him and I always will but he never loved me. The pedestal he held up for me has cracked and fallen, turned to dust underneath the weight of all of his assumptions. He never loved me.
Only who he thought I would become.
♠ ♠ ♠
be careful how you love