The "I" In Lie
In Reality...
His voice on the phone had been set in a disappointed tone.
"I want to see you, but I can't get away."
I knew why. I always knew. And... I've accepted it.
"It's alright." I try and hide my disappointment.
He gave a soft growl, to himself, "I'll... I'll try and get out of this dinner thing she wants me to come to."
There was a click after.
He never said I love you. He never said bye. He never called me pet names.
Never over the phone.
When we were alone, it was a free for all. I was his sweetie, his baby, everything under the sun. I love yous were thrown around like they were going out of style.
But, not when he was away. Phone calls, I wasn't addressed by name. I was a simple time and a date. Sometimes a place.
I was nothing more than a "business meeting" over the phone.
Alone, I was everything. I was the wife. I was the one and only. I was the last.
In reality, I wouldn't ever be those things and I've accepted it.
Why?
Because I love Pete. I love everything about him. Even though he has a wife, it didn't stop me from continuing our rendezvous. Once that gold band was slipped off his finger, he was mine.
Forever and always. Happily ever after below the waist.
"I want to see you, but I can't get away."
I knew why. I always knew. And... I've accepted it.
"It's alright." I try and hide my disappointment.
He gave a soft growl, to himself, "I'll... I'll try and get out of this dinner thing she wants me to come to."
There was a click after.
He never said I love you. He never said bye. He never called me pet names.
Never over the phone.
When we were alone, it was a free for all. I was his sweetie, his baby, everything under the sun. I love yous were thrown around like they were going out of style.
But, not when he was away. Phone calls, I wasn't addressed by name. I was a simple time and a date. Sometimes a place.
I was nothing more than a "business meeting" over the phone.
Alone, I was everything. I was the wife. I was the one and only. I was the last.
In reality, I wouldn't ever be those things and I've accepted it.
Why?
Because I love Pete. I love everything about him. Even though he has a wife, it didn't stop me from continuing our rendezvous. Once that gold band was slipped off his finger, he was mine.
Forever and always. Happily ever after below the waist.
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New story... hopefully I can keep up with this one.It's based off the Patrick Stump song, go listen to it if you ever get the chance, I love it :)
thanks for reading
xo alison santi