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I Hate That I Love You
Chapter 5
We laid on the couch side by side watching the notebook (my idea and favorite movie) I snuggled into him smiling softly as I turned to face him, I slid my eyes closed and just enjoyed his touch, I found myself falling asleep there I guess he had that effect on me but the thing was I was asleep but I heard everything that was happening, I heard a new voice one I never heard of come through the door and closer to us " Alexandro ! I knew you would come back !" the voice squealed with happiness
"James" Alexandro sighed
"I thought I told you already that it's over" he continued sitting up and climbing off the couch
"we both know you didn't mean that" this James guy exclaimed
"shut up! He's sleeping" Alexandro whispered
"well who is he ?!" James cried
"my boyfriend, now get out" alexandro continued to push this male away, it sounded like he didn't want him here or was that an act ?
"your cheating on me !" the male whimpered softly "I can't believe you!"
"we are not together! You lost me the moment you decided to cheat on me with my brother !" Alexandro screamed
"I'm sorry! I told you that was a mistake! Your brother used me! I know you still love me ! Remember those last words you said to me?" James whispered
"I do but they mean nothing now" he muttered angrily "get out!"
"no, I love you and you love me!" James repeated this over and over but than it fell silent. I told myself it was time to wake up, I sat up on the couch and couldn't believe what I was watching. Alexandro and this guy kissing ! He was kissing him back, tears formed in my eyes and rolled down my cheeks I stood up and grabbed my things
"I can't believe you!" I managed to say but you could hear the crack in my voice, that's when the shot apart
"michael ! Let me explain!" he walked towards me but I pushed him away
"don't touch me" I ran out the house and down the street, I was walking all the way home, it was going to take forever on foot but I didnt care, I sobbed with every step I touch, I felt my heart breaking. Why was I reacting like this ? 'because you fell in love with him stupid' I shook my head "no, no , no! I hate him! I hate him" I said aloud 'you hate that you love him' the voice spoke again my conscious, I nodded sobbing again. It was getting dark and I was still walking not even close to my house and I was getting so tired, It was a high way I sat on the road close to the woods, behind me a tree , I laid my head against, from crying so hard I was so tired and falling asleep, I drifted into blackness, that was the last thing I remembered until later on when I heard a sobbing voice
"Michael, please wake up... Im so sorry ! He kissed me ! Its more to the story than you think" Alexandro whispered, my eyes shot open, I was in the beach house again, I pushed him away "get away from me!" the tears suddenly came back, It surprised me I still had tears left but my heart was still hurting
"Michael ! Please listen!" he begged sitting on his knees beside the couch where I laid
"you have a couple minutes" I mumbled, I couldn't help but want to know why he did that to me
"James is my ex, he is very forceful and I'm s-scared of him and my parents who forced me to be with him in the first place but when I got the job as a teacher, I ended it, I couldn't be with someone I didn't love than I found you and it was love at first sight for me , I completely forgot he lived beside this beach house, I just wanted to have a romantic weekend with you and tell you I love you even though this hasn't been going on for long. When he came in i was telling him to leave, when he pulled me into a kiss, I couldn't break from his hold" he said softly staring at me "I'm so sorry, I understand if you hate me" he looked down into his lap
"I don't hate you... I hate that I love you" I whispered "how can I know you won't do this to me again?"
"i won't " he took my hands " please forgive me"
I stated at him, I was so weak for doing this but you would too for the man or women you loved right ? "I forgive you" I whispered "please dont hurt me again" I mumbled tears rolled down my cheeks
"I won't" he pulled me into his lap I clung to his shirt and softly cried, he let me but after a couple minutes I looked up at him, he gave a sad smile I could tell he felt guilty about it, he whiped my tears away "I love you" he whispered, that made me smile " I love you too" I leaned up gently pressing my lips to his. I hope I did the right thing in forgiving him.
"James" Alexandro sighed
"I thought I told you already that it's over" he continued sitting up and climbing off the couch
"we both know you didn't mean that" this James guy exclaimed
"shut up! He's sleeping" Alexandro whispered
"well who is he ?!" James cried
"my boyfriend, now get out" alexandro continued to push this male away, it sounded like he didn't want him here or was that an act ?
"your cheating on me !" the male whimpered softly "I can't believe you!"
"we are not together! You lost me the moment you decided to cheat on me with my brother !" Alexandro screamed
"I'm sorry! I told you that was a mistake! Your brother used me! I know you still love me ! Remember those last words you said to me?" James whispered
"I do but they mean nothing now" he muttered angrily "get out!"
"no, I love you and you love me!" James repeated this over and over but than it fell silent. I told myself it was time to wake up, I sat up on the couch and couldn't believe what I was watching. Alexandro and this guy kissing ! He was kissing him back, tears formed in my eyes and rolled down my cheeks I stood up and grabbed my things
"I can't believe you!" I managed to say but you could hear the crack in my voice, that's when the shot apart
"michael ! Let me explain!" he walked towards me but I pushed him away
"don't touch me" I ran out the house and down the street, I was walking all the way home, it was going to take forever on foot but I didnt care, I sobbed with every step I touch, I felt my heart breaking. Why was I reacting like this ? 'because you fell in love with him stupid' I shook my head "no, no , no! I hate him! I hate him" I said aloud 'you hate that you love him' the voice spoke again my conscious, I nodded sobbing again. It was getting dark and I was still walking not even close to my house and I was getting so tired, It was a high way I sat on the road close to the woods, behind me a tree , I laid my head against, from crying so hard I was so tired and falling asleep, I drifted into blackness, that was the last thing I remembered until later on when I heard a sobbing voice
"Michael, please wake up... Im so sorry ! He kissed me ! Its more to the story than you think" Alexandro whispered, my eyes shot open, I was in the beach house again, I pushed him away "get away from me!" the tears suddenly came back, It surprised me I still had tears left but my heart was still hurting
"Michael ! Please listen!" he begged sitting on his knees beside the couch where I laid
"you have a couple minutes" I mumbled, I couldn't help but want to know why he did that to me
"James is my ex, he is very forceful and I'm s-scared of him and my parents who forced me to be with him in the first place but when I got the job as a teacher, I ended it, I couldn't be with someone I didn't love than I found you and it was love at first sight for me , I completely forgot he lived beside this beach house, I just wanted to have a romantic weekend with you and tell you I love you even though this hasn't been going on for long. When he came in i was telling him to leave, when he pulled me into a kiss, I couldn't break from his hold" he said softly staring at me "I'm so sorry, I understand if you hate me" he looked down into his lap
"I don't hate you... I hate that I love you" I whispered "how can I know you won't do this to me again?"
"i won't " he took my hands " please forgive me"
I stated at him, I was so weak for doing this but you would too for the man or women you loved right ? "I forgive you" I whispered "please dont hurt me again" I mumbled tears rolled down my cheeks
"I won't" he pulled me into his lap I clung to his shirt and softly cried, he let me but after a couple minutes I looked up at him, he gave a sad smile I could tell he felt guilty about it, he whiped my tears away "I love you" he whispered, that made me smile " I love you too" I leaned up gently pressing my lips to his. I hope I did the right thing in forgiving him.