Young Forever

I was waiting for Cameron when I heard a knock on my window, I figured it was Cameron. But I opened the window to see Alex "Hey." I said, suprised "Hey, I missed you." He smiled. God, his smile is gorgeous. Wait, what the hell am I thinking? "So what's up?" He asked "Look, Cameron will be here any min-" He cut me off by kissing me passionately. I missed his lips and having his arms around me. I refused to let myself kiss him back... or atleast tried to. My lips slowly began to reciprocate "Mandy?" I heard Cameron's sweet voice whimper. My eyes shot open and I pushed Alex away. "Cameron, it's not what it looks like, I swear!" I pleaded "Save it! We're through! I can't believe this, I really loved you!" He exclaimed, his voice cracking slightly "Cameron!" My voice was cracking also as hot tears stung my eyes. Cameron jumped back down the tree outside my room. I brokedown and let my tears fall. Alex pulled me into his arms "Shhh, it's okay. Let it out, I'm right here." Alex comforted. He held me close as I cried on his shoulder "I'm sorry that I screwed your relationship up. This is all my fault." He said, shamefully "No, Alex. I kissed you back. It was my fault too." I stuttered. "I love you..." He whispered as he kissed me forehead "I love you too, Alex." Our eyes locked for a second before our lips moved in closer "Is it okay if I kiss you again?" Alex asked,softly as he wiped away my tears "Yes." I whimpered. He pecked my lips "You can stay here if you want." I told him. "I would be glad to." He laid me down "Everything will be alright." Alex whispered "I hope so." "I promise..." We soon fell asleep. *The next morning* I opened my eyes and Alex was still holding me. I loved Alex, but I still loved Cameron. "Are you feeling okay?" He whispered as he opened his brown eyes "I think so." "You're gonna be fine, babygirl" He hugged me "I'm glad you're here." I said. Inside I wanted. Cameron so bad. I really loved him."Baby, Do you want me to tell Cameron that it was my fault?" Alex asked "No, I'll go to his house later." "I'll go with you." "No, this isn't your problem." "When I kissed you, it became my problem too." "No." "Alright." he sighed.