You Make Me Feel So Right, Even When I'm Wrong

Paris stops at the hotel. I get out and grab my bag and fallow her to the hotel then go to the couch and sit down while she get the room figure out.

“Hey Angel,” A girl voice said.
“Fuck off,” I said.

“Hey don’t cuss at her.”
“Fuck off Dosh bag.”
“What?”
“Fucken go away and stop fucken talking to me asshole.”

“She’s sleepy,” Paris said.
“What happen?”
“She won’t tell me why she didn’t go to bed.”
“Fucken hell there was a fucken orgy in the fucken dorm next to me. Fucken hell Are you HAPPY Paris?” I almost yell at who ever talking.
“Angel calm down your getting upset.”

I flip her off.

“Is everything ok?” A guy asks.
“She’s in a bitchy mode.”
“The fucken women didn’t give a shit that her fucken child was screaming and yelling and disturbing all of the fucken people on the plane,” I said.
“Monster?”
“No I don’t want a fucken monster. I fucken want my bed and go to sleep.”

“Did you get a room Pairs?”
“Yeah Angel.”
“Here I take her I’m going up anyways.”
“Thanks.”
“Come on Angel just stand up.”

I stand up and see Ashley. I lay my head on her shoulder and she walks me to the elevator.

“Bag,” I said.
“I got it.”
“Thanks.”
“No problem.”

“Are you feeling ok Angle?” Dean asks.
“Sleepy.”
“Come here.”

I let Dean’s arm guide me to him. I warp my arms around his neck and lay my head down and start relaxing. I let Dean lead me and I feel a soft bed on my back.

“You want to change?” Dean asks.
“Sleep.”
“Phone.”

I hand my purse to him and cuddle up on the pillow and start drifting asleep. I wake up and grab my phone and see I don’t have any text messages or calls. I get up and look around the room and don’t see Pairs. I grab my phone and call her.

“Hello,” Paris said.
“Where are you?”
“Talking to Nicole.”
“Where can I get food?”
“Just look around be back in an hour.”
“Ok bye.”
“Bye.”

I sigh and call Ashley.

“Hello,” Ashley asks.
“Hey what you doing?”
“Right now nothing why?”
“Want to go get food with me?”
“Yeah let’s go.”
“Ok meet you in the lobby?”
“Elevator same floor.”
“Ok bye.”
“Bye.”

I hang up and grab my purse and my The Dirty Heads hoddie. I go out and see Ashley at the elevator. I hug her and she smiles at me.

“You are up now?” Ashley asks.
“What?” I asks.

I look at her a little.

“You don’t remember the thing in the lobby?” Ashley asks.

I look at her and she laughs a little.

“You don’t remember?” She asks again.
“Nope what happen?”
“Nicole said hi and you cuss at her. You cuss at Paris. I took you to your room with Dean’s help. You didn’t really cuss at him.”

I sigh and run a hand through my hair.

“Are you ok?” Ashley asks.
“I’m stressing out about school. My psychology added an assignment to it and we have two more weeks of classes. My English teacher deiced that we going to take a test on the books we read for class.”
“Maybe you should pull out for next week.”
“I don’t want to.”
“You don’t want to miss Dean race.”
“Yeah.”
“So what was the break like for you?”

I smile and start telling her about the things I did on break while we eat. Once we get back to the hotel. Paris looks at me.

“Go tell Nicole you are sorry.”She said.
“Ok where is she?”

Paris point to where Nicole is talking to Jessica. I go over and Jessica hugs me.

“Hi Angel,” She said.
“Hey. Can I talk to you Nicole?”
“Sure.”

Jessica looks at me. I smile and take three steps away.

“I’m sorry for what I did this morning. It was nothing against you I was just sleepy and I shouldn’t have done it,” I said.
“It’s fine. But do you remember?”
“No but Ashley filled me in enough.”

She hugs me.

“Not a morning person?” She asks.
“Yeah that was just running on Paris poking me in the car to stay awake.”

She shakes her head.

“It is fine trust me and Jake will be fine with you too,” She said.
“Ok.”

I smile and walk over to Paris and she looks at me.

“She said she cool with it,” I said.
“Good come on let’s go.”
“Where?”
“To the track.”
“Why?”
“To see the riders.”
“Ok.”

I fallow her and get in the car. It drives around and she isn’t talking.

“You know I’m sorry for yelling at you this morning?” I ask her.
“I know.”
“You are you acting so weird since you came home from the race last week?”
“I have not.”
“Yes you have.”

She sighs and looks at me.

“I did something stupid,” She said.
“Because you got shit face?”
“Yeah.”
“What did you do?”
“I hooked up with a rider.”
“That is not a wonderful idea.”
“I know the only other person beside you and him know is Nicole.”
“So what are you going to do about Dingo?”
“What do you mean?”
“If it was just guilt you wouldn’t be acting like this. Something change so what does it leave you and Dingo?”
“This rider I liked for so long but I don’t know because I love Dingo.”
“You got to figure it out before you lose the one you want.”
“Thanks.”
“No problem.”

The car stop.

“Paris this isn’t the track,” I told her.
“Lie nails time.”
“Ok.”

We get out and Paris takes me in the nail salon. We got our nails done and finish everything. My phone rings. I grab it and see it’s an alarm. I turn it off and see a text just came in. I open it and see it’s a text from Dean.

”Dinner with me?” Dean text me.

“Can I get Dinner with Dean?” I asks.
“Alone?”

”Paris is asking if it’s alone?” I texted Dean back.
“Whatever she allows.” Dean text me.

“Want it to be but doesn’t really matter,” I told her.
“It’s just what dose Mitch say about it?”

”She sys it’s fine if Mitch is fine with it.” I text Dean.

She walks outside. I get up and go outside and look at my phone and see Dean texted me back.

”He is fine with it. Are you in your room?” Dean text.
“No Paris took me out. We are going to the hotel.”
“Ok I wait by your room.”

I laugh and Paris looks at me as she gets a cab. I get in and she looks at me again.

“Mitch is fine with it,” I said.
“Oh ok that’s good,” Paris said.
“So who’s the rider?”
“It’s no one.”
“Is he with some one?”
“No. He is single.”
“Who is it?”

She sighs and looks at me.

“Josh Hansen,” she mumble out.
“He’s here?”
“I don’t know.”
“Use the Phone stocking app.”
“Great idea.”
“Then you be fine with me leaving you?”
“Yeah.”

She frowns a little.

“He’s not here,” Paris said.
“You frown.”
“Dingo wants me to come home with him for the summer.”
“What about outdoors?”
“I chose to step down so you can do it.”
“It would have been fine.”
“No it’s fine.”
“Do you want to go?”
“Yeah but what about you?”
“I have a feeling I’m going to spend a lot of time in Manfiee till me and Dean break up.”
“Till?”

The car stop and we get out. She grabs my arm and looks at me.

“I’m 19 but I’m not stupid. Me and Dean are going to die out at some time,” I said.

She looks at me and shakes her head.

“I never meet a monster girl who didn’t married their rider,” she said.
“Jesscia and Broc was together before she was a monster girl,” I said.
“There is another couple.”
“Ok if you say so.”
“I do.”

We go up to our floor and see Dean on the side of the door.

“You think in the summer it’s going to die out?” Paris asks.

I shrugged my shoulders.

“Hey Pairs,” Dean said.
“Hello Dean.”

Dean stands up and hugs me tight.

“So are you ready to go?” Dean asks.
“I’m going to go change my jeans real quick I promise,” I said.
“Ok.”

I go and grab my jeans and go to the bathroom and slip them on. I go out and slip my pumps on.

“Ok I’m already. Bye Paris,” I said.
“Bye. Come in early. Here is your key.”

I grab it and hug her.

“Promise,” I said.
“Ok. Take care of her Dean,” I said.
“I will Paris,” Dean said.

We go to the elevator.

“She’s protective,” Dean said.
“She wants to make up for my mom not caring about me.”
“If she doesn’t care why pay for USC?”

I look at the ground.

“My dad’s friends were being mean to him when they heard that I couldn’t go because I didn’t have enough money to pay for it. With my family it’s odd for them to do that,” I told him.
“Ok so it’s social pressure?”
“Yeah and it’s USC. They do anything for USC. They like saying we have a kid at USC. Can we talk about something else? I don’t want to be upset here.”

Dean kisses my forehead. I smile and warp my arms around him.

“I have a question?” Dean asks.
“Yeah?”
“Do you think this is a fling?”
“Honestly?”
“Yeah?”
“I don’t feel like it is but we are young we could be done by the end of the summer. We kinda blew up together and things don’t last this way forever.”
“Have you ever been in love before?”
“I liked other guys but they never wanted to be with me. I got with Ricky to feel wanted me. I wanted someone to want me around me.”

Dean kisses my forehead again.

“I can be wrong,” I said.
“Your right the attraction we feel typical will die out at some point.”

I smile as Dean kisses my forehead. He takes me out to a restaurant and we eat and start talking about how he feels about the race. Once we start heading back I look at Dean and kiss his cheek. He looks at me and smiles at me and pulls me to his side.

“I could be wrong,” I said.
“That is true.”
“I care for you Dean. I’m missing The Dirty Heads to see you race.”

Dean laughs and kisses my forehead. I smile and we go to the hotel. We walk to my room. Dean kisses my lips lightly.

“See you tomorrow,” I said.
“Ok sleep good.”
“Thanks.”

He kisses my lips and go back to the elevator. I smile and go inside and see Paris on the bed looking at her phone.

“Dingo broke up with me,” She said.
“Why?”
“Dirt Shark got video of me and Hansen. Dingo saw it.”
“So are you going to try to get with Hansen?”

She sighs and looks at me.

“I honestly don’t know. I love Dingo still,” She said.
“You cheated meaning there was something missing right?”
“I guess so, Urg Dingo and Josh are friends too.”
“Call Josh to tell him that Dingo knows.”
“No I will not talk to Hansen.”

I laugh and get up and grab my Pajamas.

“Night Night,” I said.
“Night.”

I get change and lay down. Paris turns the lights off.