Too Much

Regret Nothing had finished our tour and were back in England. Everyone expected me to go to Baltimore to Jack's house. I didn't for two reasons. One, I hate being alone. And two, I wasn't sure whether Jack wanted me actually living with him full time. He hadn't exactly asked me to move in with him and I wasn't going to just assume he wanted me there. Plus, I had two places in England, one of which was getting neglected. So I was back in Plymouth with Evie and Olivia who always went to the house with me. They had their own rooms, own cars. They loved being near the beach so, practically invited themselves. But I wasn't complaining. As I said, I hate being alone.
"Fucking hell Kenzi just go!" Olivia yelled a week after we were in Plymouth. Tour finished two weeks before. We stayed in Reading for a week then went to Plymouth.
"Go where?" I asked stopping my pacing.
"To wherever Jack is!" I crossed my arms and thought about it.
"I don't know where he is." I shrugged.
"Lisbon." Evie said walking into the living room from the study. "Your plane leaves in two hours." I looked at her confused. "I booked you a flight to go to him."
"You're beginning to annoy us. You seriously cna't go long without him can you?" Oliva smile when I blushed. "That's adorable." I rolled my eyes.
"Go pack, we'll drive you there." Evie stated. I nodded then ran to my room. I packed some clothes but didn't bother to change out of my tracksuit bottoms and hoodie. Comfy clothes for a very uncomfortable flight.
When I landed in Lisbon I called Alex.
"Kenzi!" He yelled over loud music. I heard movement and then only the sound of the wind. I guessed he had gone outside.
"Hey Alex." I smiled as I collected my bags. "Can I ask you a favour?"
"Anything."
"Steal the mini vana nd meet me at the airport."
"Okay!" I knew he was grinning like an idiot. "I'll go get Jack!"
"No, I want to surprise him."
"Alright, I'll be there soon." We then hung up. I changed in the airport toilets into a summer dress and did my hair and make up before going outside. After ten minutes of standing around and getting hit on, Alex pulled up. I threw my stuff in the back then climbed in.
"Hey Lexy." I smiled. He grinned and leant over to hug me.
"Jack's gonna freak when he sees you!" He exclaimed excitedly. I laughed and nodded in agreement. I got a room in the same hotel as them and threw my bags down before Alex and I headed to the club everyone was at. He put his arm around my shoulders as we walke through the crowd. He suddenly froze. "Uh, I think he's this way." He said turning me around quickly. But not quick enough. I felt my head spin and my sight blur up. Jack was in the hallway towards the toilets making out with a girl. She was on his hips so there was no way he could say he didn't mean it. "Come on." Alex saint softly putting his arm around my waist and leading me outside. "I'm so sorry Kenzi." He whispered.
"I can't fucking believe him!" I shrieked. I was angry more than anything. Sure at firs tI was upset but that changed quickly. "I should go back in there and rip his fucking dick off!" I yelled as I paced angrily. Alex winced at the thought.
"Kenz', calm down." He said gently.
"Calm down? Calm down?! You expect me to calm down when my boyfriend has his tongue down some skanks throat?!" Alex looked down shoving his hands in his pockets. "This is exactly why I don't do relationships! Every fucking time, I'm cheated on for some fucking blonde bimbo!"
"Kenzi? What're you doing here?" Rian asked walking out of the club with Zack.
"I did come to surprise Jack but that fucking dick decides to give me his own little surprise!" I bellowed gaining attention of passer bys. "What?! Fuck off!" I screeched at them.
"What happened?" I heard Zack ask Alex quietly.
"We saw Jack making out with another girl." Alex whispered but not quiet enough. I turned and punched the wall.
"Whoa Kenzi!" Zack exlcaimed putting his arms around me. "Don't hurt yourself over him."
"I should fucking punch him." I grumbled looking at my hand that was already swelling up.
"Where's she staying?" Rian asked Alex and they got into a conversation as Zack tried to calm me down. The four of us ended up going back to the hotel and sitting in my room. Zack held ice to my hand as I would not have done it myself.
"Are you calming down?" Alex asked sitting beside me on the bed. I nodded lightly.
"Want me to beat him up?" Zack joked.
"I'll do that myself." I smirked back making the three boys laugh.
"He's a dick." Rian commented later on when we were all huddled up on my bed watching cartoons.
"Yeah, he is." I agreed. Zack and Rian went to their joint room at midnight but Alex stayed with me.
"Are you going to talk to him?" Alex asked.
"No."
"You should."
"I don't care."
"You're a stubborn bitch." He chuckled.
"I know but you love me."
"You're also a lucky bitch." He grinned and I laughed.
"Goon."
"You love me."
"Making you a lucky bastard." We both laughed. "I'm tired."
"Go to sleep then."
"You won't leave me will you?"
"No, I promise."
"Good." I yawned and shut my eyes reasting my head on his chest. "I never want to see Jack again."