Baby I'll Be Your Frankenstine

What the hell do you think you are doing!?

Lidi's POV

What the hell is he staring at?? Shane is such a hottie but damn he needs to stop staring or I'll knock that hot face right off his head! Oh shit he's walking right up to me!!

"Hey Lidi,"

"H...hi," I stutter meekly

"Hey are you going to prom with anyone?" He asks.

"Umm no I'm in eighth grade," I say confused how old is Shane?

"Do you mabey wanna go with me?" He asks looking like nervouse

"Uh I'll have to check with my mom and talk to Gee but I'd love to!" I say smiling.

I walk over to the maine doors after the end bell rings. Gerard is standing there waitng on us. I go and hug him.

"What was that for?" He asks confused.

"Just because," I say "Hey Gee, Umm Shane Michels asked me to the prom are you and Frankie going?"

"Yeah, Why?" He asks.

"Because I don't want to be all alone with him! He's cute and everything but you know how I get around people,"

He nods his head because he knows exactly what I mean, I get all edgy and tence and if something bad happens which normally it does I start to cry then I run away and I won't come back. I'll head home and get my pet razor out and find comfort in the pain and blood.

I talk Cloudy into going dress shopping with me since one of her friends asked her to go with him. We try on dresses for what seemed like hours. We would find one we liked and try it on look disgusted with our body and put it back and get another one. About three hours in the dressing room we both found dresses that we liked and looked good in. Hers was dark blue lace over light pink silk. It was strapless and form fitting it looked perfact on her. If I wore something like that I'd look like a fuckin muchkin! Damn my short stature! I had picked out something simple but it fit my style. It is a black v-necked string strapped dress with red lace lineing the v of the neck.

^Time laps prom night^

Okay I am extremly nervouse! Cloudy and I agreed that we would go togeather with our dates so we both don't feel akward.
Ring! Ring! Oh God! I think I am going to throw up!!! I answere the door and there stands Shane his sandy brown hair combed and slicked back to reveal his beautiful blue eyes and defined face. Behind him is Cloudy's date Thomas he too looks very attractive. His black hair combed back to show all his ear piercings. We walk to our respective boys and waite for Frank and Gerard. They walk out wearing black tuxes and white vests with a black tie.

The drive was a scilent one. We walk into the rented room for our prom and I see the decoration theme for this year is the Cherry Blossom Festivel in Washington DC. The room is decorated with small cherry blossom trees and a live Koey fish (Large gold fish) pond. The songs the D.J. is playing are good ones My own worst enemy, Hevan is a place on earth I'm turning Japaneese and many more. Shane and I dace for about two hours when he pulls me out to the flower garden and sits me on a bench.

"So are you having fun?" He asks smiling at me.

"Yeah," I say blushing.

"Well, It's time you paied me for bring you," He said pulling me closer, he pulls down the strap of my dress and starts kissing my neck. I am terrified. What the hell does he think he is doing! I stand up and look at him. He is just smiling. He stands up with me and says

"Are you ready to skip straight to the goods?"

I slap him in the face and run back inside, tears spilling down my face. I run head first into Gee and Frankie.

"Lidi! What's the matter?" Gerard asks grabbing me by the shoulders

"S..Shane only...b..brought m...me here...so I would ...sleep with him!" I sob into his jacket.

"What the hell do you mean sleep with him!?" Gerard asks face turning read as a tomato.

"H...he said I owed...him for t...taking me!"

"Oh he is so going down!" Gerard says walking out to the garden. Frank took his place holding me as I sobbed into the ruff black materal of his jacket.

Gerard comes back a little later and says "We are leaving," He walks over to tell Cloudy what happened she runs over to hug me and say it will be alright. I tell her I know it will be but inside I just want to die. What the hell was wrong with me? Why do I always end up getting the retards that only want me so they can fuck me? Damn it Jered why did you have to go and die? We pile into Gee's car and drive home. I fall asleep on the way. I feel arms picking me up but I don't wake I am too angry and tired to care who it is. I feel my body hit the soft matress. I feel the bed squish downd from somebody sitting on it. I open one eye to see where I am. I see dark concreat walls and a flickering light. I am in Gee's room and he is changing into some pajamas. I close my eyes and fall back to sleep as I feel my dress come off and my loving brother putting some of his own pajamas on me.

He lies down beside me and I snuggle into him I feel like I am going to freeze he wraps his arm around me and for some reason I know I am safe with my big brother. I fall into a deep sleep and I dream about Jered.
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Okay I am really sorry that I have not personally updated all week I had a hectic week. My friend was put in the hospital then I had filming to do I also had Choir and band practices up the yinyang! damn solos and extra preformances!!! Not to mention for some weird reason I got put in charge of the decoration commetie for my Bf's prom and he goes to a different school than i do! What the hell!!?? so I will try to update more this week cuz Eli gets out of the hospital tomorrow and I'll have one more film session to do and then all I'll have is Choir and band practices and prom until next weekend then proms delt with YAY work load comming down!!! Woot!