Status: I have Writer's Block-Honestly
Falling for You
In all Honesty
When the movie ended it was still early, I had no need to go anywhere, besides I was so happy Mina had forgiven me.
“Bill…” She began , still staring at the screen.
“Yeah?” I asked wiping my eyes.
“You remember when I wrote you that letter?”
“Yeah,” I didn’t tell her I still had it.
“Well…after I wrote you back, why didn’t you write me back?” Her voice was low and she sounded sad.
I couldn’t tell her that I was so hurt by her wanting to ‘just be friends’ that I didn’t want to write her, I would’ve probably hurt her feelings, so I lied.
“I never got it-what did it say.”
“Nothing that matters now-“ She said l tucking her hair behind her ear.
“Oh, well trust me I would have written you back if I had gotten it,” I said looking over at her.
It was nice to have it be just me and her. Looking at her I still saw the girl I loved so much. In a totally friendship way.
“Bill…” She asked again.
“Hm?”
“Why did you kiss me that night?” She asked pulling her legs to her chest.
I felt my face go red as I looked down at the bedding.
“Well umm…I-“ My words were becoming tangled in my tongue.
She giggled, “It’s okay Bill-I know why you did it, I just wanted to hear you say it.”
“Say what? That I liked you?” I asked looking at her again.
{Mina}
Liked? I felt my heart sink. I mean yeah I was with Kiro, but I was always hoping Bill still felt the same way he did that night.
“Yeah…that.” I said trying not to sound disappointed.
“Well I did. I liked you a lot, but you always seemed more interested in other guys.”
“Other guys? Bill I was never into anyone else,” I said looking up at him.
“Remember that day before I left, when we were on the bed talking?”
“Yeah,”
“Well I got mad ‘cause well…you all were talking about girls and…well I was never one of them.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You guys never called me ‘hot’ or said you wanted to bang me.” I confessed.
Bill chuckled a little, “Well of course we didn’t- not to your face at least. It was mostly me though,”
My face started tingling, “You talked about me?” I asked trying to conceal my smile.
“Yeah, Tom used to get so annoyed.”
I got on my knees and faced him, “Bill, if I weren’t with Kiro and you weren’t with Kristen…would we be together?” I asked.
{Bill}
What was I supposed to say to that? Yes? That would mean I wanted her, so once again I lied.
“Maybe,” So not really a lie right?
“Well I know that we would be, because…even to this day, thinking of that kiss…it makes me all warm inside.”
She bit her bottom lip and looked up at me. I was just about to lean in when the door opened.
“Bill…” She began , still staring at the screen.
“Yeah?” I asked wiping my eyes.
“You remember when I wrote you that letter?”
“Yeah,” I didn’t tell her I still had it.
“Well…after I wrote you back, why didn’t you write me back?” Her voice was low and she sounded sad.
I couldn’t tell her that I was so hurt by her wanting to ‘just be friends’ that I didn’t want to write her, I would’ve probably hurt her feelings, so I lied.
“I never got it-what did it say.”
“Nothing that matters now-“ She said l tucking her hair behind her ear.
“Oh, well trust me I would have written you back if I had gotten it,” I said looking over at her.
It was nice to have it be just me and her. Looking at her I still saw the girl I loved so much. In a totally friendship way.
“Bill…” She asked again.
“Hm?”
“Why did you kiss me that night?” She asked pulling her legs to her chest.
I felt my face go red as I looked down at the bedding.
“Well umm…I-“ My words were becoming tangled in my tongue.
She giggled, “It’s okay Bill-I know why you did it, I just wanted to hear you say it.”
“Say what? That I liked you?” I asked looking at her again.
{Mina}
Liked? I felt my heart sink. I mean yeah I was with Kiro, but I was always hoping Bill still felt the same way he did that night.
“Yeah…that.” I said trying not to sound disappointed.
“Well I did. I liked you a lot, but you always seemed more interested in other guys.”
“Other guys? Bill I was never into anyone else,” I said looking up at him.
“Remember that day before I left, when we were on the bed talking?”
“Yeah,”
“Well I got mad ‘cause well…you all were talking about girls and…well I was never one of them.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You guys never called me ‘hot’ or said you wanted to bang me.” I confessed.
Bill chuckled a little, “Well of course we didn’t- not to your face at least. It was mostly me though,”
My face started tingling, “You talked about me?” I asked trying to conceal my smile.
“Yeah, Tom used to get so annoyed.”
I got on my knees and faced him, “Bill, if I weren’t with Kiro and you weren’t with Kristen…would we be together?” I asked.
{Bill}
What was I supposed to say to that? Yes? That would mean I wanted her, so once again I lied.
“Maybe,” So not really a lie right?
“Well I know that we would be, because…even to this day, thinking of that kiss…it makes me all warm inside.”
She bit her bottom lip and looked up at me. I was just about to lean in when the door opened.
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This is a short chapter, but I think it sets the scene for the next two.