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Only You Give Me That Feeling

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.
-Neil Gaiman


At the age of eighteen, growing up in Garden City, New York; Stephanie lived the life many girls would kill for. She was living the perfect life, parents that loved her and let her do as she pleased, her older brother was his best friend and was pretty attatched to her sisters. She was a truly happy person, always had her friends by her side, guys always tried to get with her, drinking and partying like there was no tomorrow, looks that every girl would kill for. She lived out of control, and never getting on trouble. That is, until she’s about to start college and suffers the consequences of her party ways. Her world was shattered infront of her eyes and she realized life wasn’t perfect anymore.
Now at the age of nineteen, she couldn’t handle what she’d been through the past year she’d finally had enough and ran away. But when she runs into A7X, her life takes an unexpected turn
  1. When It All Begins
    The girls leave their home to start a new life.
  2. "We were getting over the chaos slowly"
    Hello Matt!
  3. "We are going to keep you girls forever"
  4. I, The Reverend Tholomew Plague, proclaim this day, August 17 of 2004, as the day we were happy
  5. It was Johnny Depp
  6. Welcome to our humble adobe.
  7. Six Flags.
  8. "I'm coming back for you. I swear"
  9. Guess who's back
  10. Movie Night
  11. Papa Gates
  12. Sometimes its better to be alone, no one can hurt you that way
    Now, welcome the girls
  13. That Happened
    Beach Time
  14. A night to remember
  15. First round.
  16. Bye Bye
  17. New house, New life
    Can't Pretend you're nothing special
  18. You are beautiful
  19. I think my feelings for her are overcoming the ones I should have for my girlfriend
  20. "You are such great couples. Except you, I'm not talking about you"
  21. "Another bad word! She said ***ing!"
  22. So it begins.
  23. The New Guys
  24. 'Are you supposed to be twins?'
  25. 'We're going to see MCR’s show'
  26. For him, everything began to feel right
  27. "You shall do it soon"
  28. "Who's being mean to you?, The only guys who know they can"
  29. "So does he get the Synyster Gates Seal Of Approval?"
  30. “I love you too, tiny person”
  31. 'Everything was going back to normal, everything was so perfect'
  32. 'I came here with A7X, so I’m leaving with them'
  33. Filler
  34. 'I have great news'
  35. Flashback
    1/3
  36. 'Brian has a thing for twins'
    2/3
  37. 'I'd go anywhere to find you. I would look for you and I wouldn't stop searching'
    3/3
  38. 'You’re going to drop the tea cup, Steph. Relax'
  39. 'You really care for her, don’t you?,More than I should'
  40. "Who knew it would be you who’d make both weak and strong"
  41. "You are so tiny and fragile, it’s easy to forget how strong you are"
  42. 'I’m a California guy, I don’t have winter and snowy clothes'
    New Chapter 1/2
  43. ’He was going to kiss me’
    New Chapter 2/2!