Only You Give Me That Feeling

Stephanie’s POV

We were already at the next venue and I was the only one awake on the bus. I walked into the kitchen area and got a glass of milk, something needed to wake me up. Shortly after I finished my milk we pulled into the gates of the venue and parked. From the second the bus stopped Frank filled my thoughts and I couldn’t help but smile.

“Well look who’s here” Alana said coming into the kitchen.
“Hey Alana” I replied.
“So how was last night?” she asked. I smiled knowing what she was getting at
“What do you mean? We were there... well most of the time” I said smiling
“Yeah except for the last what 2 hours or so…I believe you were in that bus” she said pointing to the bus next to ours “with a certain tattooed boy” Alana said laughing. All I could do was smile and nod.

“Hey girls, good morning” Brian said happily
“Whoa, someone’s in a good mood” Alana stated
“Shut it. Stefi, Can I talk to you?” Brian asked nerviously
“Sure, what is it?”
“In private” He replied said. I nodded and stood up. I walked out the bus and waited for him to walk out as well.
“What’s wrong?” I asked as he headed to the picnic table near the bus
“Nothing’s wrong. I just wanted to tell you something” He said once I sat down in front of him
“So? What is it, Bri?” I asked with a smile on my face
“I just wanted to tell you, that” He sighed “Last night, Michelle called me”
“Yeah, I know. I heard you”
“You know, this is really hard for me” He paused “Remember the first night we got wasted in your house?” He said. I nodded “remember how I said there was nothing for you to remember, nothing important at least?” he paused, I nodded again “Well, I lied”
“What do you mean? What happened then?” I asked confused. He started fidgeting and staring at his hands
“After we went to sleep, I..”
“We did it?” I asked nervous
“No, no. we didn’t” He chuckled. I sighed and waited for him to continue “after we went to sleep, we laid in bed for a few minutes and we started talking” he paused and took a deep breath, I turned around as I heard a noise coming from behind us. Alana was walking out the bus and heading our way “I told you how I felt about-“ he said but Alana cut him off

“Did you tell him?” She said grinning like crazy once we was standing near the table
“We’re not done talking, Alana. Please leave” I said annoyed
“But did you?” I glared at her and she shrugged her shoulders
“Tell me what?
“Nothing, Alana please leave, Brian was telling me something” I said
“Tell me what?” Brian asked again, annoyed.
“Stephanie here got some Jersey lovin’” Alana said raising her eyebrows and squealing. As soon as she said that, Brian quickly turned and stared deeply at me. I could see the anger starting to rise in his eyes.

“YOU SLEPT WITH HIM” Brian said immediately shocked
“No, I didn’t” I said as he glared at me. Alana gave me a surprised look
“You fucking slept with him!”
“Brian, I didn’t! Even if I had, its none of your problem” I replied calmly
“You have known him for like two weeks and you already slept with him!”
“Okay I did! Is there a problem?!” I said. He hit the table and stood up, I quickly stood up as well as he started to leave, trying to stop him, but he was faster than me and soon enough, he was long gone. Alana and I looked at each other. I shook my head no and rolled my eyes at Brian’s outburst.
“Sorry it was my fault. I shouldn’t have said it like that” Alana said.
“Nah, don’t worry” I said standing up “hey, is he alive?” I said pointing to the bunks, meaning Jimmy.
“Alive enough to complain all morning” Zacky said walking out of the bus
“Well it’s his own fault” I said making my way back to the bus. I walked through the living room and the kitchen so I could get into the bunks area. I sighed and headed to Jim’s bunk. I opened his curtain and he flung it back closed
“Fuck off” were the words he mumbled.
“James Sullivan! is that anyway to talk to the lady that saved your ass last night?!” I said re-opening the curtain.
“I said FUCK OFF” he almost yelled and shut the curtain again. I turned around and started walking out the bus

“God, what is this asshole day?” I said to myself out loud once I was outside
“Who’s being mean to you Steph?” Gerard said.
“Hey” I said “the only guys who knows they can.”
“Frank’s been looking for you” he said raising his eyebrows. Frank, ahh Frank. Now he was something that could make me smile.
“Yeah I thought that would make you smile. He’s over at the picnic tables, let’s go” he said.

We walked towards the tables and I could see the guys chatting amongst themselves at the tables. Frank looked up and when he saw me he smiled. I smiled back.
“Look who I ran into” Gerard said sitting down.
“Hey” Frank said standing up and giving me a hug.
“You wanna go for a walk?” he asked leading me towards the field.
“Yeah, let’s go” I said.

After and hour we got back to the venue and headed back to the bus. The guys were getting ready to head to the stage.
“There you two are” Bob said.
“Brian’s been looking for you everywhere Steph” Mickey added.
“Yeah well Brian can fuck off” I said sitting down on the couch next to Gerard
“Ooh feisty” Gerard said.
“You know it” I said leaning my head on the arm rest watching Frank change his shirt. Oh my god….PERFECT.