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Speak the Truth, Even if Your Voice Shakes
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1. I was raped by my older brother when I was only six. I tell my mom and what does she do? "Stop making up stories to get Jeremy in trouble."
2. I cut. I promised my boyfriend of almost two years that I would stop, but everytime he rises his voice or we fight, I can't help but to pull the blade across my arm. I enjoy the pain. It makes me feel like I'm taking the pain away from my heart. And to cover up the blood? Another addiction.. I lick it. I love the taste of blood, but I won't kill for it.
3. I'm terrified to tell my family I'm bi because I'm afraid they'll disown me.
4. Whenever I get depressed, I refuse to speak or sing, but my boyfriend gets mad and we fight because I'm supposed to be this beautiful, confident girl who can sing her little heart out and he says how the hell am I supposed to make him famous if I won't sing. I know he's got the sweetest intentions and he's trying to make me smile, but would he still love me if I was ugly and couldn't sing?
2. I cut. I promised my boyfriend of almost two years that I would stop, but everytime he rises his voice or we fight, I can't help but to pull the blade across my arm. I enjoy the pain. It makes me feel like I'm taking the pain away from my heart. And to cover up the blood? Another addiction.. I lick it. I love the taste of blood, but I won't kill for it.
3. I'm terrified to tell my family I'm bi because I'm afraid they'll disown me.
4. Whenever I get depressed, I refuse to speak or sing, but my boyfriend gets mad and we fight because I'm supposed to be this beautiful, confident girl who can sing her little heart out and he says how the hell am I supposed to make him famous if I won't sing. I know he's got the sweetest intentions and he's trying to make me smile, but would he still love me if I was ugly and couldn't sing?
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