Safer To Hate Her (Max Helyer)

*Max's POV*
"But you don't love me"
Her words stung. I did love her. Just no enough as she loves me.
"See you don't love me. Just leave me. Just go." She said quietly.
"No, look I-" she cut me off.
"If you actually love me stay, if not go. I've wasted 5 years of being in love with you and i need to move on."
I was speechless. 5 years. what??
I did what she told to do. I left. She shut the door, more like slammed it.
I felt bad, like i really did love her, just not as much as she loved me.
I went downstairs in the basement to see Chris and Josh.
"What did she say?" Chris said with a mouthfull of popcorn
"She said she loved me for 5 years and if i loved her to stay and if not to go."
"What did you do?" Josh said moving to the couch.
"Well what does it look like i chose?"
"Max, all you did was think about her all summer! How can you not be with her?"
"I-i don't know. Something is holding me back."
'Whats holding you back then?"
"The night, before we left for tour, i was with still dating Eve. And she doesn't know i cheated on her. I love both of them."
"You can't love both! Eve was a whore! She fucked four guys that night. Didn't she break up with you?" Chris said.
"Yeah."
"Then go up to my sister then! She really cares for you."
"...okay. I'll go."
"Give it a go with her. If you don't like it, then end it."
I nodded and went back to her door. I knocked on it.
"Whoever you are piss off."
"Can we talk? Please?"