We're Complete Opposites But I Still Love You

Jason's P.O.V.

I carried her to the car after wrapping her arm in a towel.
I gently placed her in the passenger seat and closed the door making sure not to get anything fingers or toes in the door.
I rushed to the drivers side and got in and sped out of there like a bat out of hell towards the hospital.
I got there as fast as I could.
She already passed out.
I only had so much time.
Once I got there I parked in the fire lane and got out and ran to her side.
I got her out and carried her in.

"Please somebody help!" I yelled.

A nurse came up.

"What happend?" She asked taking the towel off.

"She harmed herself."
"Okay, sir follow me."

I followed her through hallways carrying her.
I tried not to think of why she did it.
That would make me go insane.
I concentrated on not hurting her.
Once the nurse walked into a room I set her on the bed.

"Sir, i'm sorry but you'll have to sit in the waiting room. A doctor will come get you when the time comes."

She said pushing me out.
The door was shut and I took a deep breath walking to the waiting room taking a seat.
I rested my head in my hands.
Why would she do such a thing?
What did she mean by she'd be happier?
What made her go to this point?
She was so happy yesterday and this morning...
I shook my head of those thoughts.
I decided to just calm myself before my thoughts went too far.

Teal's P.O.V.

There was an annoying noise.
The constant beep beep beep ringing through my ears.
The rank smell of alcohol.
Not the bad alcohol.
The medical alcohol.
Steril smell of a hospital.
Maybe that's where I am.
I know Heaven can't possibly smell like that.
I wouldn't be stuck in the dark either.
Unless i'm in Hell.
But Hell would smell like fire.
I would hear screaming spirits at least right?
What did I know?
All I knew was there was Heaven, Hell, God, Jesus, and the Devil.
I knew what Heaven was supposed to look like and what Hell would according to the Bible.
But I certainly wasn't in either.
I now know I survived my little suicide attempt.
I was in the hospital.

I slowly opened my eyes to the bright light.
I groaned at how bright it was and brought my weak hand up to rub the sleep from my eyes.
I looked around.
The room was empty.
Of course it was.
I was hated.
I was a joke to everyone.
Jason lied.
He played me.
Parker was right..
Maybe I should be listening to him...
Or just disappear.
OH WAIT I JUST TRIED THAT.
And failed miserably..
But who saved me?

Suddenly the door opened and Jason walked in.
I turned away not wanting to talk.
He sat at the chair that my back was facing.

"I know you're awake."

I groaned and turned to glare at him.

"Why are you here? Why aren't you with Stephanie?" I spat her name.

He looked at me confused.

"Why would I be with Stephanie?"
"Because you like her?"
"No I don't. I like you."
"Obviously not if you cheated with her."

I whispered and turned over away from him as the tears spilled over without control.
But it was no use he crawled in the bed making me look at him.

"Who told you I cheated? I would never cheat on you. Especially you. Why would I throw away a beautiful girl for trash?"
"You didn't?"
"No. I didn't. Is this why you tried ending it all?"

I turned over embarassed.
Now that I thought about it, it was the most ridiculous reason...

I felt him move my hair from my neck and kiss it.
He wrapped his arms around me.

"I would never hurt you in any way, Teal. I promise that. Whoever told you that lied. I love you, Teal. I don't hurt the ones I love."

I slightly smiled at this and flipped over facing him.

"I don't know who told me. It was a note that said from a friend.... I'm so sorry i've done this to you. Put you through this. It was stupid. I regret it. I'm so embarassed and pissed at myself that I would do this to the guy im in love with and I wish I could take it ba-"

Before I could finish his lips met mine.
I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands rest on my hips underneath the hospital gown.
He broke the kiss smiling at me.

"You never told me you were naked under this gown."

He flirted.
I smiled blushing.

"Maybe it was a surprise?"

He smiled and pecked me on the lips.

"Did you mean it when you said you were in love with me?"
"Oh you caught that.."
"Yes, I did. Did you mean it?"

I looked up into his blue eyes staring at me intently.

"Yes." I whispered.

He smiled and kissed me again with passion.

"I love you." He whispered against my lips.
"And I love you." I said back.

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The doctor came in an hour later.
Good thing he did too.
Jason and I had a makeout session for what seemed forever but only lasted about a good half hour.
Jason was sitting in the sit beside the bed when the doctor came in.

"Good afternoon. My name is Dr. May. Teal do you know why you're here?"

Dr. May had long auburn hair tied in a bun.
She had piercing green eyes.

"Yes."
"Good. You have three options. One you go to rehab. Two you go to a therapist. And three you take antidepressants. Now you can do both two and three if you'd like."
"I'll do three for now. Possibly two in the future if they dont work."
"Alright. I'll get your prescription to you and then you can leave when you want."

She smiled and came over taking the IV out and turning off the heart monitor taking off the patches in the process.
She left and I just laid there.
I have to take antidepressants now...
Better than nothing I guess.

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I walked into my room and sat down.
I have a feeling I know who told me...

"Jason!"

He walked in my room and sat by me resting his left hand on my right thigh.

"What is it?"
"I think I know who told me you cheated and you're not going to like it."
"Okay..."
"I think Parker did. He's jealous and its obvious. I don't think he intended on me losing it because nobody knew I had a problem."

He pulled his hand back clenching it into a fist.
He stood up.

"Don't worry about him. I'll take care of it."

He left and shut my door.
Fuck.
I really fucked up now.
He can take things too far when hes pissed.
Fuck. My. Life.