We're Complete Opposites But I Still Love You

I'm now five months pregnant and let me tell you, my belly is so big now..
I have been getting glares now.
The normal deer in the headlights stare.
Sometimes I get sympathetic smiles from girls.
I've made friends with this girl named Athena.
She has a two year old.
She understands what i'm going through so she and Jason are helping.
Jason has been so romantic lately.
It's scaring me actually.
He isn't the romantic type to be honest.
Like sometimes i'll be standing somewhere and he comes up out of nowhere and kneels and kisses my belly rubbing it.
It's absolutely adorable, don't get me wrong.
One time he brought me home a dozen roses.
Sam isn't really home much.
He's always out with his girlfriend.
I don't mind though.
I get more time with Jason and no interruptions.
I've been having a hard time getting up out of my chair or out of bed though.
Because my belly is so fucking big.
Oh did I mention we're having a boy?
Jason is so excited.
He started on a nursery.
He changed the guest room into the nursery.
Sam has helped a little.
The theme is Cars.
I love it.

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I was laying down in bed after school since I was tired.
I wanted to get up and make dinner so I sat up and pushed myself up with all the strength I had.
I waddled over to the stairs and looked down hanging onto the railing.
I sighed.
I can never make it down them without stumbling.

"Hey Jason?!"
"Yeah?!"
"Can you help me?!"

I saw him show up at the bottom of the staircase a few seconds later.
He smiled at me and ran up the stairs to get me.
He took my hand and we slowly went down.

"I'm sorry you keepy having to do this, babe." I said.
"Hey, it's okay. As long as my two babies are safe. That's all that matters."
"I love you."
"I love you too."

I smiled.
He's been referring me as My Two Babies lately.
I love it so much.
I feel like my life is already starting and I only have a few more months left of my senior year in high school.
Once we made it to the bottom he walked me into the kitchen.
When I walked in I saw a table made with candles lit and two plates full of noodles and chicken with two glasses of soda.
I smiled even bigger.

"Jason, you didn't have to do that.."
"I wanted to, for you."
"I love it, thank you."

I kissed his cheek and he helped me sit down.
He sat across from me.
We began to eat our chinese dinner.
We ate in a comfortable silence.
I enjoyed it.
When we finished Jason cleaned everything up before I even stood up to help.
He didn't want me doing anything.
I walked up to him when he came back in and I kissed him.
His hands landed on my waist and my arms wrapped around his neck.
I broke the kiss, my eyes still closed, and leaned my forehead on his.

"I love you so much." I said.
"Babe, you have no idea. Look at me."

I opened my eyes and looked into his crystal blue eyes.

"You mean the world to me. You are the most gorgeous girl I have ever laid eyes on and i'm happy you are the mother to my child. I want nobody but you. Only you. You are the girl i've been waiting to come along. I love the way you sway your hips to your favorite song. I love that smirk you get when you are in deep thought. I love your hair, your eyes, everything."

Suddenly he pulled out a small black velvet box.
My heart beat sped up.

"Teal, will you promise to never leave me?"
"Jason are you?"
"No it's not an engagement ring. It seemed too early for that. It's a promise ring."

I opened the box to reveal a simple white gold band. No decoration or design.
It was perfect.
I smiled and nodded my head.
He smiled and slipped the ring on my finger.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him.
He hugged back.
I looked up at him and he pressed his lips to mine.
Suddenly the baby kicked.
I gasped and let go of Jason.
He looked down.

"Did it just kick?" He asked.
"Yeah. That felt so weird...He hasn't kicked that hard before.."
"Hug me again."

So we did.
And what do you know the baby kicked even harder.
So hard that even Jason felt it.
He let go of me and kneeled down so he was level with my belly.
He lifted my shirt and rubbed it.

"You can't beat up mommy. She won't be strong enough to give birth to you."

He kissed it and rubbed it.
I smiled.
It always gave me butterflies when he did that.
He stood up again smiling.
He took my hand and led us upstairs into our room.
We laid down on our bed and I fell asleep instantly.
I loved my life now.
So much.
It couldnt get any better.
Well until my son is born that is.