Truly, Madly, Deeply

Senior Year Goal: Get Her To Love Me

I got rid of Caroline. Let’s just say she was not happy, but I was. Without her I could focus my time on Jetson.

She was beautiful; she was also beautifully shy. She tried not to be, but I saw her struggle throughout junior year. This year I wanted to help her and once she came out and told me her problem, I felt like I actually could.

This year we became actual friends. Well maybe something more.

I tried to help her get over her anxiety. It was slow work, but she was getting better.

I no longer cared that people weren’t scared of me anymore. That didn’t matter to me. I had two priorities; Jetson was one and the other was my brother.

One of the things I loved liked about Jetson was that she understood my situation with my brother. She never got mad when I couldn’t do something. She understood that he came first.
That’s what made me happy being friends with Jetson; she understood.

I didn’t realize it right away, it crept up on me, but I think I was in love with her.

I wanted her.