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I'll Wait an Eternity for You

ch3

A hand came from the wardrobe,out came Snape looking as ominous as usual"Think Nevelle think"I said smirking at wat's to come"Ridikulus!"Nevelle said and the boggart as snape was now dressed in a BUNCH of animal clothing,a girly red purse,in a skirt and an old nanny jacket.I laughed my ass off"I wish he dressed like that wen we were kids!"I said laughing"Brilliant Nevelle"I said smiling.He smiled walking away"Form a line"Remus said,the class did.Next was Ron.Ron Weasly.I smirked in wonder.I never was close to Molly nor did I really talk to her but she was a smart girl & a brilliant student so I was eager to see what Ron was afraid of.The boggart turned into a BIG spider.I played the record player,it was a light tune that would set the room so they wouldnt be scarred to face the boggart.Ron looked terrified but finally,gave the spider roller skates.I smiled"Yes!Well done Ron!!"Remus said smiling.Ron then smiled and went to the back of the line.Next was a little hufflepuff girl.The boggart turned into a snake.The girl looked terrified for a moment then said the incantation,it turned into a jack in the box.Everyone laughed...then...it was Harry's turn.My laughter stopped.Remus told me about his incounter with the Death Eaters.Now he jumps whenever someone mentions them.Im nervous it's going to turn into 1"Remus"I said,he nodded understanding.It stayed as the Jack in the Box for a while but then turned into a Death Eater!I gasped"No!"Remus said and jumped infront of Harry.The boggart turned into the moon"Ridiukulus!"Remus said,the boggart turned into a balloon losing air,it skidded all across the room"Well sorry about that!That's all the time we have for this activity today so back to the class room for book work"I said smiling.The class awed in disappointment but Harry stood there,starring at the wardrobe"Come on Harry love.You're alright"I said and he nodded as I gently pushed him twords the class.I sighed watching him go"It hurts to have him not know"I whispered to Remus"I know Jessica.I know"Remus said placing a hand on my shoulder.With that we went back to class

(Next day)Every 1 was going to Hogsmade,everyone but Harry.I snuck in there and pulled Mcgonnagal to the side"Professor....would it be possible if I could...sign the permission slip of Harry's paper"I said.She looked at me for a long time"Im sorry but I can not allow it"Mcgonnagal said"Why?You know...you know I am his legal godmother.I am a guardian"I whispered"Yes but if he found out the truth...oh Jessica....please forgive me but I can not allow it.I know u want him to be happy and go but I cant"She said and walked off.I was so pissed off.I stormed back to my office in the DADA room and sat there,having some tea and cookies"Bloody woman.I'm his bloody god mother I should be able to sign the permission slip"I said angrily dipping my cookie in the tea.I heard a knock at the door.My eyes widened seeing Harry!"Harry.I didnt...I didnt expect you to be here"I said"Mcgonnagal told me you tried to sign my paper out of the kindness of your heart"Harry said.I nearly choked on my tea"Oh did she?What else did she tell you?"I asked bitterly and also a hint of hear"Nothing.Just that she wouldnt let you because you're not a parent or guardian so it's innapropriet"Harry said"Wat does that old cow know"I said angrily"Im sorry Harry.Let's go for a walk"I said smiling.He smiled back & we went out"Professor can I ask u something?"Harry asked"Oh please.You my dear can call me Jessica.But only u and ur friends have that privlage...let me guess.Want to know why Remus got infront of the boggart?I assumed it would be obvious.I thought it would take the shape of Voldemort so I called Remus' name and he knew the same thing I did"I said glancing at him"I did think of Voldemort at first...but then I remembered that night on the train.The dementor"Harry said.I sighed"But in a way it's good.The thing u fear the most,is fear itself.That's very wise"I said as we looked out on the mountains.We were at the bridge in Hogwarts"I know before I passed out...I heard something.A woman.Screaming"Harry said in a distant way"Dementors make us remember the most painful memories of our lives.Our pain is their power"I said sadly"I think it was my mother.The night she was killed" Harry said.I looked down sadly"You know Harry.I've been here for a long time.I saw u your first year and knew then and there you were Lily's boy.Not by ur scar by those beautiful eyes of urs...Yes...I knew ur mother"I said as I walked on the other side of the bridge.I looked out to the sky in memory"Your mother...was no lie,my closest friend in the world.She was like my sister...she was my sister.She was there for Remus in a time nobody else was...she was there for me in my time.Your mother was uncommonly uncanny.Wen I was growing up I was a crazy rambunctious little girl.I didnt care wat people thought of me ...and a lot of people thought ill of me...all but Remus,James,Lily and...Sirius"I said hesitantly.Harry looked back at me"Sirius?Sirius black?"He asked"He was different back then.I...I didnt think he'd....be a murderer"I lied.I looked down sadly"We were such a tight little group.Nobody ever bothered us and all 3 boys were so protective of Lily and I.No one would look at us the wrong way with out James or Remus or Sirius ever hunting them down.It was quite amusing watching Lily freak out on them and me complimenting them on a good job.One day I just...I just snapped and I truelly believed no body loved me...I was ugly and a burden to the world and I would be better off dead...but Lily was there...she snapped me back into my self...she saw the beauty in others...even when that person couldnt see it in themselves.Which is y I loved her so much"I said smiling.My back was to Harry's,his back to mine"Your father James...he...he was a big brother to me.Remus,Sirius,James & I would always go out at night and prank the Slytherins.It was our lil hobbie we so enjoyed doing.James had a strong taste for trouble we all did.And from what I've witnessed...you've inherited that hobby"I said smiling at him as I walked back over to him"You're more like them then u know"I said smiling at him.He smiled back"I cant begin to tell u how much I miss them"I said looking at the sky next to Harry now(L8er that day)I was eating lunch when Dumbledore came to me"Come with me now"Dumbledore said.I looked at Remus,he shrugged unknowingly.I sighed,throwing my napkin down.I followed Dumbledore to the Gryffindor common room door.I gasped seeing claw marks on the Fat Lady's portrait"Jessica u tell us right now.Is it him"Mcgonnagal said"How the hell should I know?!You think cuz I was with him I know how he brings out his claws?!"I said angrily"Just please help us"Dumbledore said.I glared"An eternity here sure is taking it's toll"I said angirly as i ran my hand across the torn painting.I gasped...it was sirius...but y?!"Well?"Dumbledore asked patiently"I...I....yes"I said sadly.A hot tear ran down my cheek.If I lied...I might be sent to Azkaban,I'd NEVER see Sirius"I suggest u alert the ghosts.Tell them to search every painting in the castle for the Fat Lady.I want to kno 1st hand what happened"I said glaring at the painting sadly"There's no need for ghosts Miss Jessica.The Fat Lady's there"Said Flitch.I gasped and ran to the painting.Dumbledore surely followed"Who did this?Was it truelly him?"I asked and she poked her head up from behind a rock.She was crying"Eyes like the devil!And his soul as dark as his name!It's him Jessica.Im so sorry for u but it's him"She said crying"He's here.Somewhere in the castle!Sirius Black!"She said and yelled in terror and hid behind the rock.My eyes widned as I went to leave but Dumbledore caught me"I must keep a close watch on you now.Forgive me but I must"Dumbledore said"But I must see Remus!I must!"I said with tears falling"Please let me go!Let me go!"I yelled struggling but he wouldnt go"What's going on?"Remus walked up"Remus!"I broke free and he hugged me"He's here"I whispered in his ear"What?"Remus asked in shock"Sirius is here"I whispered in his ear again"Jessica look at me.Look at me!Thats....impossible.I know u miss him but he's not here,u must calm ur self.Headmaster I will take her to her room and make sure she does not leave.She's obviously over whelmed by the thought of him"Remus said"You do that Remus.Keep a sharp eye on her.Take her wand away"Dumbledore said"Yes of course"Remus said"NO!Let me go Remus!"I said but he dragged me to the teacher's common room and then my room"You bloody traitor!"I yelled throwing my pillow at him"Jessica I belive u but-""No!Just leave me alone!" I said and cried on my bed"Jessica.I had to make him believe you'd be safe with me or he would never let you leave his side"Remus said.I looked up"It was him!I know those claw marks"I said sniffling"I know darling I know.You have to trust Sirius.If you go looking for him now...it would put him in serious trouble"Remus said but looked away trying to hide his laughter"Oh not the time you-uh!"i said and cried some more"Why is he here?!Why is he trying to get into the Gryffindor common room?!"I said"I dont know.But they're locking up the entire school.If he's in here...they've just locked him inside"Remus said.I cried some more"I want to be alone Remus"I said.Remus nodded,leaving the room,giving me one last look before leaving.I cried silently.How much longer will we be apart?........

(Flashback/dream) I was a 1st year on my first day of Hogwarts. My parents scolded me that I better be in Slytherin..but I didnt feellike a Slytherine.. I was too lighthearted and mischievous for that.. making friends wasn't something I was ever good at, but the time for sorting came. My fave was flushed as I sat in the seat and the sorting hat was placed on my brunette head.
"Hmmm...quite a noble family you come from Miss Reinhardt.. A smart decision would to place you in-"
"Not Slytherin" I spat quickly. I noticed how offended Lucias looked. My parents were friends with his parents..he wanted me dearly to be in Slytherin with him...but i just didnt feel like it was right.
"Not Slytherine ay? Hmm..let me look deep in your heart...smart like a Ravenclaw....hmm no...Loyal to loved ones like a Hufflepuff.. no that doesn't seem right..better be GRYFFINDOR!" The sorting hat yelled and Gryyfindor cheered. Lucias glared and turned on his heel, storming off.
"Gryffindor.." I mumbled walking over to the house, where I was congratulated by older Gryffindors, until finally a girl with auburn hair ran up to me.
"Hello, Im Lily. Want to be chaps?" She asked extending her hand.i shyly took it.
"Jessica. Jessica Reinhardt, pleased to meet you Lily" I said smiling.
"Well, come on, I'll introduce you to my friends that ive met earlier" she said holding my hand and dragging me down the ling table where 3 kids sat. 3 boys. I blushed looking down at Lily holding my hand.
~I made a friend...~ i thought, then let out a small smile as we stopped.
"Guys, this is Jessica Reinhardt. Jessica these are the boys, James Potter, Remus Lupin, and Sirius Black" Lily said. Sirius and I starred at eachother for what seemed like forever, (maybe 2 minutes) before Lily waved her hand infront of my face.
"Fancy Sirius then do you?" Lily asked smirking. My face lit up.
"What?! N-No! I blanked out" I said smiling.
"Who blanks for 2 minutes?" Sirius smirking
"You just did mate" James said laughing at Sirius as Lily and I sat.
"Shove off James!" Sirius said looking away with a blush.
"Ay, he's blushing!" Remus said laughing.
We all laughed together as Sirius scoweled.
(New flashback)
It was Lily and James' wedding night. Lily looked stunning. I was her Maid of honor, her sister Petunia didn't show up, real surprise. They said their I DOs and kissed and we all cheered. Then everyone got up to dance. I, on the other hand, chose to get drunk. I've loved Sirius since the moment he said hello..since the moment we met..and I'm too much of a wuss to admit my feelings. He was in the longest relationship before she got jealous of me and "couldnt take it anymore" and since then..we haven't really talked. I downed my glass if Champaign and poured myself another glass. I had the bottle. It was that kind of night when, suddenly a shadow peered over me. I looked up, miss sip, and saw Sirius. He starred at me with tjose beautiful eyes of his and started leaning in. My drink froze in my mouth as I was unsure what he was doing.. he leaned next to my ear
"We have to talk. Can I steal you from your party of 1"
He said. I was still in shock, so i nodded, finally swallowing my drink. We walked outside in the back, where there was a garden swing in the courtyard. I sat down, rubbing my arms from the crisp air.
"Here" he began to take his tux coat off
"You dont have to-"
"Take it, please" he said drapping it on my shoulders. I muttered a pittiful thanks and looked at my feet
"Jessica...about..Victoria...-"
"Let me stop you right there Sirius. I don't care that she hated me, I don't care that she was always all over you when I was around... i care that she only dated you to make me jealous because you didn't deserve that. You deserve happiness Sirius..even..even if its not...with m-"
"Im in love with you Jessica" Sirius blurted out staring at mr fiercly. My jaw dropped, my heart thundered in my ears...
~He loves me....~
There was a long pause, I was fighting my self on the inside to speak..
"Please...say something..i..I need to know if..if I have a chance" he said taking my hand...
I mumbled something..barely audible..
"Say again?" Sirius asked. I let out a breath that was stuck in my chest for an eternity
"Finally" i said and instantly kissed him. He was surprised but kissed back. We began to make out, my hand on his chest, his on my cheek. I felt him start to lean me back on the swing, and I allowed it. He began to run his hands up my sides and i let out a small sigh of bliss, giving himconfidence to start to feel me up. I blushed,, but i had been wanting and waiting for this for so long. He began to kiss my neck and when he found my good spot I gasped. I felt his smirk in the kiss and began to suck and nip at that spot making me moan. He inched his hand down to my sebsitive area, i wasin a dress, that he lifted and began to massage me down there. I gasped in pleasure
"Wake up love..wake up for me" Sirius said. I looked at him funny then everything started going fuzzy but i kept hearing Sirius saying wake up.
(End dream)
I opened my eyes and saw Sirius sitting on my bed. My eyes widened, but I runbed them to make sure what I was seeing was true.
I gasped but he instantly coveredmy mouth
"You wwere dreaming about me...I kept hearing you call my name.. I dont know what crazy connection we have but I heard you..and I came to you..you look good Jess" Sirius whispered but i didn't say a word, just pulled him down on top of me and kissed him. Sirius instantly kissed back
"Jessica..I..I havent had a bath or brushed my teeth in a couple days I-"
"I need you...its been 12 years...I need you " I said kissing him again. He pulled back
"I cant stay in one spot for to lon-"
I kissed him, getting ontop of him. His hands instantly traveled to my bum and I sighed in the kiss. I pulled open his shirt seeing how skinny he was...he looked starved...literally..his tattoos were new though..
"Im okay Jessica. I ate earlier. Just gonna take time" he knew me so well...he touched my cheek and gently pulled me down to him to kiss again. I gently began to grind against him making him groan and become hard. I kissed his neck, and started to kiss down but he flipped me over and pulled my nightgown up. I gasped as he instantly began to enter me with his fingers. I went to moan he covered my mouth
"No one must know im here" he whispered. I nodded as i closed my eyes enjoying the pleasure...
I began to pull off Sirius' pants. He kissed me again, pulling his pants down just enough. I instantly felt him go in. It hurt just a little bit at first, but i wanted it bad.
"Make love to me hard" i wispered in his ear. He let out a shaky breath, and gripping my shoulders, he began to go hard and rough making it extremely hard to keeo quiet, so i kissed him. I wrapped my legs around him
"Im afraid its been a while love..i dont know how much linger ill last " sirius whispered in my ear. I took that oppertunity to flip him over and and began to ride him
"Ahhh Jessica" Sirius whispered grabbing my hips pulled my down each time. He then grabbed my left breast massaging them. I began to pant as he made love to me roughly.
"Im gonna cum love" he whispered as I tilted my head back and closed my eyes. A few minutes later, we were both trying our hardest to keep quiet from pur orgasms. I fell to the bed kext to hom panting. He turned on his side starring at me. I blushed starring at me. Everything sunk in..he was here..after all these years.. he was here, and we just made love..
"Oh Sirius" I said finally breaking down. He pulled me in an embrace, pettingmy hair.
"I know love...im so sorry we were apart for so long..i know we've missed out on children...im sorry for that" Sirius said looking sad. I shook my head.
"I still have you now...what are you gonna do?" I asked
"Im going to go to the shrieking shack. Dont follow me okay? Ill find you. You kniw how sneaky I am" he said kissing me deeply. I kissed back placing my hands on his cheeks. I then kissed him repeatedly, about 20 times before finally letting hotm go
"I love you Jessica Reinhardt" he said at the window. I sighed
"I love you Sirius Black..dont be gone too long this time" i said running to him and hugging him. He hugged my tightly kissing all over my face.
"We'll never be apart for long ever again" he said kissing me deeply. I kissed back before letting him escape through the window. I sighed happily, and went into a blissful sleep.

(next day)I couldnt tell anyone about my encounter with Sirius..not even Remus...he had to be safe..and I was going to run with him..just a matter of when..
Remus would not be in as a teacher and I knew exactly who'd be taking his place...Severus.So Im NOT showing up...plus Im not stable right now...apparently they didnt find Sirius in the castle at all.Apparently the Quiddich game was going on and it was pouring.So I figured I'd just use a crystal ball and check it out.Harry was after that snitch but it was fast...just like his father.I used a spell to see through Harry's eyes in the crystal ball.I gasped seeing him starring at a cloud that had been in the perfect shape of a dog
"Sirius..."I said in shock.My heart swelled.The cloud disappeared,Harry went back to getting the snitch.It was getting harder to see what Harry was seeing.His goggles were iceing up.He was very close to the snitch though.Harry looked back.I gasped seeing a Dementor.He saw another one infront of him and dodged it.Harry stopped and turned his broom around,dodging two more dementors but he ran into one and it began to suck his soul

"HARRY!"I yelled as i saw Harry was falling & fast too
"Someone use Arespo Momentum now!"
(idk if that's the legit spell)I yelled shaking the crystal ball.As he got close to the ground Dumbledore used it and Harry was safefully caught.I sighed
"3 years and he's still giving me heart attacks"I said as I shut the crystal ball off
"We need to teach him"I said and Remus was leaning on the door frame nodded"That we do"Remus said making me snap my head.
"Remus" I said nervously. He smiled.
"You look unusually...chipper today! What could be the cause?" Remus asked. I blushed
"Im..just haply Sirius is looking for me" i said. He smirked
"Uh huh. Well when Harry is feeling better we'll teach him okay" Remus said. I nodded stifly and he walked out. I sighed in relief and turned off the crystal ball leaving the room..
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