I'll Wait an Eternity for You

(week l8r)Harry saught Remus and I out and we went on a stroll in the Dark Forest,during the day of course it's not that scary"Im sorry to hear about ur broom stick Harry"I said sadly"Thankyou Jessica....Professor,y did the Dementors affect me so-I mean...more then anyone else?"Harry asked"Harry,the Dementors r one of the most foulest creatures to walk the earth.They feed on every good feeling every happy memory it can leave a person with nothing but they're worst expiriances.U are not weak Harry."Remus said"The Dementors affect u the most because there are true horrors in your past.Horrors your classmates could never imagine.There's nothing to be ashamed of darling"I said smiling at him lovingly"Im scarred Jess"Harry said.I frowned sympathetically"Well I would see u a fool if you werent"I said as we began to walk again"I need to know how to fight them.You could teach me.You made that Dementor on the train go away"Harry said"You did?"I asked surprised it was only one Remus made go away"Well that was only 1"Remus said as we reached an opening over looking the lake"No.I dont pretend to be an expert Harry.Why the Dementors have developed a particular interest in you,I dont know"Remus said"I'll tell u what dear.After the holidays u'll be taught how to fight back.For now Remus and I need some R&R"I said as I placed my hand on his shoulder.He smiled lightly at me and then kept looking at the lake.Soon enough,it broke into winter.Snow covered the ground so nicely.But oh so coldly.That time for Hogsmade came around again and I did try again to sign Harry's paper but again,she said NO I was so pissed.So i desided to bend the rules"Jessica what are you going to do?"Remus asked as I stormed down the hall"Im going to kick in that part of James in him RIGHT now"I said angrily"But Jessica he could get in trouble"Remus said.I then stopped dead in my tracks"He's a Potter.He wont get caught.We never got caught.If we did it was rare.He'll be fine.He's got sneaky friends to help him out.I know"I said smirking&went right to Harry's room"Harry u're going to Hogsmade"I said"What?I cant-""Think like ur father mate"I said with a smirk as I threw the invisiblity cloak at him"It'll come to u.Now hurry and you'll catch ur friends"I said smiling.He smiled and took the cloak and left.I smile"Proud of yourself?You've made a criminal"Remus said smirking at me"Darling,Im engaged to said criminal"I said as i walked out.Remus followed me"Lets go have some tea and lunch kay Remsey"I said.He groaned inwardly"You know I hate it when u call me that"Remus said giving me a look.I gasp"You let me call u Remsey all the time when we were kids!YU were Remsey,James,Jameseykins,Lily,Lily-pop,Peter....Peter, Peter-poo,and Sirius...my love Sirius...was Seriously Black"I said and began to laugh my ass off at all the names as we sat in chairs"Oh jeez Jessica,I cant believe u remember all those names.And u came up with them"Remus said.I giggled"I know"I said,by the time Remus and I got done brewing his potion for his...special needs and eating Harry came in and slammed the door"Harry whats-""Why didnt u tell me Jessica!"He yelled loudly at me.I stood there confused"Tell you what Harry?-""Dont fool me!You're my bloody god mother!"Harry yelled.My blood grew cold"Harry.I....Yes.Your mother made me ur godmother"I said"Then are u married to Sirius!"Harry yelled"No Im..Im not married to Sirius"I said sadly"U betrayed my parents?!"Harry yelled"No!"I yelled back as tears began to fall"If you're lying to me I will end u from my life right now!"He yelled"Im NOT lying Harry!"I yelled as I cried"For your sake I hope not"Harry said and left slamming the door.I dropped to my knees and sobbed"Jessica"Remus said and held me as I cried"He'll understand soon.I promise...for now...I dont think...u should be around him...not until he understands"Remus said.My eyes widened"No...no dont take him from me!Please!"I said but he shook his head"Darling it's only for a little while please!He needs to calm down.He needs time"Remus said as I cried.I stood up"Fine.Then u can tell everyone I have the flu"I said and used a transportation spell do go right to my room.I locked my door,sobbing.How did he find out?!How could everything I worked up with him fall so eaily & burn?Weeks went by & spring started to come around.Remus told me Harry & him have been practicing the protrounous charm.Remus said he did the expecto Patronum on the second try.I was so proud of him after hearing that.Apparently he was still mad at me though.Remus came in the next day and asked me to make myself useful(in a joking way)and grade papers.He was exhausted from...stuff...so I of course let him go rest,now I was in the class room grading papers"Im hungry"I said yawning.I got up and went down the halls but saw Snape & Harry "Read it"Snape said to Harry"Mrs.Moony,Wormtail,Padfoot,Fang and Prongs offer their compliments to Professor Snape and...""Go on"Snape said to Harry"And request he keeps his abnormally large nose out of other people's buisness"Harry said"Why you innsolent little"""Excuse me Severus dear"I said as I looked at him with dark eyes"Keep in mind he's a student.Stupid,but a student nontheless"I said,my hand on my hip"Well well.If it isnt Jessica. Out for a walk...in the moonlight"Severus said"Im not afraid of the moon Snape.I encourage it actually.Wat's going on here"I asked as Harry tried to stuff that fermiliar paper into his pocket"That remains to be seen"Snape said snatching it from Harry"I've just now confiscated a rather curious artifact from Mr.Potter.Take a look it's supposed to be in ur area of experties.Clearly it's full of dark magic"Severus said"The only thing dark here is ur clothes.Now, as I would say for this.It's mearly a parchment who would insult anyone who tries to read it"I said giggling"I suspect it's from Zonko's but.Never the less,I shall take it off your hands Severus,seeing as it is my area of experties as you so kindly titled me"I said smirking at him"Harry come with me.We need to talk"I said and Harry nodded"Goodnight Professor.Sweet dreams"I said smirking as I left with Harry.We were in the class room now"Alright Harry mad at me or not,I havent the faintest idea how this came into your belonging and I dont care.Im actually astounded that you didnt hand it in.Did it ever occur to you,that this in the hands of Sirius-""Why do u care?You're plotting with him"Harry said.I glared"That's enough of that!Do u understand me?!I understand you're mad that I didnt tell you but I did nothing to ur parents!Listen to me Harry.If Sirius got this paper... he'd know exactly...where u were"I said.Remus told me Sirius and him had a plan.So i needed to act like Sirius was indeed the bad guy"Would u know how to stop him?"I asked and he shook his head"No.Harry I am sooo disappointed in you.Lily and James would turn in their grave if they found out what you just did.You might as well just have let them die for nothing if you let ur self be killed out of stupidity!Wandering around the castle in the dark unprotected with a killer on the loose if a very poor way to repay them!"I yelled annoyed.He nodded understandingly"Now Im not going to tell anyone about this so dont worry.I want u to return to ur room,get a good nights rest and I'll hold onto this and dont take any detours Harry.If you do I'll know"I said tapping the paper.He nodded and went to leave but stopped"Jessica...just so you know,I dont think that thing always works.Earlier on I saw someone in the castle.Someone I know to be dead" Harry said.I raised a brow"Who might that be?"I asked"Peter Pattigrew"Harry said.My face drew a face of horror.My blood ran cold,it couldnt be"Harry... that's...impossible"I said calmly"It's just what I saw"Harry said and left.When he was finally gone my whole body shook.I used the transportation spell and went RIGHT to Remus' room"Get up.Now!"I said jumping on Remus' bed roughly"What the bloody hell Im going to murder you Jessica"Remus said but I shushed him"Shut up.Listen to me Remus and listen very closely.I collected our good 'ol map from when we were kids...from Harry.Snape caught him in the halls & I took Harry to the class.I took it from him see here"I said giving it to him"You woke me up for-""Shush!He told me something Remus. He said he saw someone on the map he knew to be dead!"I said with terror"Alright well who was it?"Remus asked fully awake"It was....Peter"I said as a tear escaped my eye"No.No that's impossible"Remus said"I told him that just to calm him down but Remus!The map never lies what if-""We cant jump on it now.We have other things to worry about and you know that"Remus said"Can I sleep in here with you?Im too scarred to sleep in my room alone"I said sniffling"Of course.Here I'll take the map and put it under my pillow.No one will touch it"Remus and I smile as i took my shoes off and nothing more, got under the covers and faced my back to Remus"Goodnight Remus"I said"Goodnight"He said....