Status: New.
Why?
When your sister, your best friend, your role model, your idol dies… what do you do? What can you think? How do you move forward? But what if she killed herself and it wasn’t an accident? What if it was premeditated for years?
On one hands she’s no longer suffering on Earth but on the other hand she’s gone to Hell. Everyone tries to make you feel better in saying she’s in a better place, but you’re religious, you’ve been taught when you kill yourself it’s the biggest sin you could ever do, she’s gone and she’s suffering for an eternity.
You were so close to her, why didn’t you see the signs? Why couldn’t you save her? Why did it have to be her?
These thoughts were everything Madi dreaded. Thinking she never thought she’d actually have to go through this. That her big sister would be there forever, that she would never die, to Madi Shelby was immortal. Shelby was only eighteen, she was beautiful, she was strong she was perfect. But, she was broken and she wanted out.
On one hands she’s no longer suffering on Earth but on the other hand she’s gone to Hell. Everyone tries to make you feel better in saying she’s in a better place, but you’re religious, you’ve been taught when you kill yourself it’s the biggest sin you could ever do, she’s gone and she’s suffering for an eternity.
You were so close to her, why didn’t you see the signs? Why couldn’t you save her? Why did it have to be her?
These thoughts were everything Madi dreaded. Thinking she never thought she’d actually have to go through this. That her big sister would be there forever, that she would never die, to Madi Shelby was immortal. Shelby was only eighteen, she was beautiful, she was strong she was perfect. But, she was broken and she wanted out.