If You Can't Hang, Then There's the Door

Austin and Vic were leaving today, I was extremely sad, driving them to the airport was pretty heart breaking. Kellin of course saw them all the time, but I rarely got to see them and I won't lie it kind of stung watching them walk through the airport with their suitcases.

"Please visit more you guys" I squeezed Vic hard and felt the tears start to come to my eyes.

"Oh Chica! Don't cry, I love you and I promise ill try to visit more" he squeezed me and rubbed my back. He released me and kissed my cheek then said his goodbyes to kellin. I moved onto Austin in full blown tears and hugged him by his neck, he picked me up and hugged me hard, he was so much taller than me.

"Austin ! I love you ! Thank you for coming" I said through sobs and he squeezed me tighter.

"I love you to Scarlett! I'm just so happy your ok! Ill see you soon I promise" he kissed my hand and made his way down the terminal with Vic, they both waved their arms madly and walked backwards until Vic ran into the security guard. I smiled, I would miss them and their goofy antics so much.

"You ok baby?" Kellin asked as he held my hand and waved goodbye with his other as his friends disappeared into the crowd.

"I'm fine, I'm just so lucky to have people who care about me like they do and the rest of the boys, but i will admit it hurts to see them leave" he kissed my forehead ad held me close to his chest.

"I know baby... Was... Was it this bad when I left?" He whispered and I Looked up to him with shock. He never asked me about this before. Not even when he had left himself. I thought he knew how it made me feel.

"Kellin.... It hurt more watching you leave, than it did when my heart landed me in the hospital. I held it together when you border that plane, but when you finally disappeared out of sight I felt like my heart sink straight out of my body and I cried the entire night. Watching you walk away was the hardest thing I've ever done" He frowned and hugged me close once more and kissed my neck as he snuggled into the crook of it.

"I'm so sorry Scar, It hurt for me too" he whispered and I felt a tear that wasn't my own roll onto my collar bone.

"W-w-why did you ask all the sudden ?" I whispered back and he released me, placed both his hands on my cheeks and stared into my eyes, tears flowing down his face.

"I was hoping I didn't hurt you like this, it breaks my heart when you cry and seeing you like this after Vic and Austin, made me wonder about when we left, the awful hurt in your eyes that day haunted me the entire tour... I never want to make you feel like that again, but I know I have to leave again someday, that's why I wanted you to come to the studio. I just wish I didn't have to go so much " He was sad, his eyes were watering and he never looked away. I've never seen this side of him before, he looked broken. I smiled and kissed him deeply .

"kellin?" I asked as we parted, he stared at me wide eyed and nodded.

"I had already decided to go with you, I decided the second you asked me and I just never realized it until the other day, of course ill go with you to the studio kellin, it would mean the world to me to see you work!" He opened his mouth and smiled widely picking me up and spinning me around in his arms. I giggled, I loved making him smile for once.

"I love you Scar" He said staring into my eyes and before I knew it he was kissing me lightly on the lips, I felt myself wanting more as a burst of energy overcame me. I grabbed his neck as he held me up by my thighs and deepened our kiss.

"Whoa, someone's a little frisky" kellin laughed and I nodded wildly with a smile on my face.

"Lets go home" I whispered and he pulled me down rushing me through the crowd, lets just say we made it home in record timing. However when we reached the apartment, justin, gabe, jack, and Jesse were all waiting outside our door.

"Hellooooo boys?" I said raising one eyebrow and placing my hands on my hips.

"SCAR!" Gabe shouted and hugged me as kellin laughed and unlocked the door so we could all go inside.

"GABBBBEEEEE" I mocked him as we all went into our apartment.

"What are you all up to?" Kellin questioned as he went to the kitchen and poured everyone a vodka and orange juice.

"We'll, we were thinking... Halloween is next week" Jesse smiled hugely and I couldn't help but laugh. He looked absolutely goofy.

"Aaaaaand ? " I dragged out taking a sip of the cocktail kellin had handed out.

"We'll, the label decided we were going to play a special show in town... And we wanted to be dressed in costume !" Justin explained bouncing up and down, he was more excited than a kid who could still go trick or treating!

"Really? That's fucking awesome !" Kellin high fived the guys as they all started to chatter about what costume they would each be wearing.

"Hello? Earth to sleeping with sirens" I waved my arms in front of the group as they all slowly realized I was there.

"Yea?" They all said in unison and I smiled evily.

"Duh? Lets go shopping !" I shouted ad they all gave me stupid looks.

"Why didn't we think of that ?" Jack laughed and slapped his own forehead with his hand and shook his head.

"Because your all idiots" I stated simply and grabbed the car keys while walking out the door. They all followed close behind.

"We'll where are we going ?" Gabe questioned as we headed down the road.

"I saw a huge Halloween store a few days ago and I've been dying to check it out. I want to go out on Halloween, it's my FAVORITE holiday" Justin laughed harder than usually.

"How is it your favorite ?! You can't even get free candy anymore and it's a totally false holiday" he laughed and kellin shook his head no at him waving his arms and Justin just shrugged in response, causing kellin to slap his forehead and shake it at justin.

"We'll you asked for it Justin, watch your back on the thirty first, that's all I have to say" kellin shook his head and laughed menacingly.

"Seriously dude, Scar takes Halloween very seriously, and you just dug yourself a hole!" He laughed even harder and grabbed my hand as I gave him a wink.

"What does that mean?" Justin asked nervously and Jesse laughed.

"Dude kellin told me about what you did your senior year on Halloween at that party!" I smiled and pulled into the costume shop. So Jesse knows of my work. He knew what Justin was in for.

"Did he now ? I love Halloween, especially all the scary aspects! And I don't like it when people disrespect my holiday" i stated as we all climbed out of the car.

"We'll it seems like you enjoyed the tricks more than the treats" Jesse stated and Justin gave me a panicked look.

"What happened in high school? What are you gonna do to me?!" He stuttered as I held the door open for the group.

"We'll justin, lets just say you won't enjoy Halloween the same way ever again" I said daringly and he gulped,

"Yea man, watch yourself, my girl has a lot of tricks up her sleeves she's fearless" kellin kissed me as he walked past a fidgeting Justin and walked to the superhero costumes.

Justin frantically left to find a costume and everyone went their separate ways around the costumes. I went straight for the face paint, and decided to buy as much as I could, it would come in handy for later. Then I walked down the isles looking for a costume, usually I don't dress slutty, but I couldn't resist the costume I found that happened to be in the playboy bunny section of costumes. I smiled at how clever it was and that kellin wouldn't be able to keep his hands off me. It was a Siren costume. It came with tight booty shorts with a tail and fin coming from right above the butt, and falling down to the floor the tail was flowy and see through showing off my butt and the shorts were a deep sea green and scaled with shiny accents. The top was just a tight purple sea shell shaped clothed bra, it came with flashy jewelry and the whole outfit showed off my hip piercings and tattoo and I decided I would buy some accessories to go with it and make it even more amazing. I quietly and secretly made my purchases and went to find the guys. The sight I found was, hilarious.

Kellin was in a batman suite that made him look absolutely goofy because it had huge fake muscles. That didn't match his small frame, Jesse had on a huge diaper and a bib holding an oversized rattle and blue socks. Justin had on a gremlin outfit.. It went with his small frame and was pretty spooky, and gabe and jack had on thing 1 and thing 2 costumes with wigs. I laughed hysterically.

"Seriously guys ? I hope these were all just for fun..." I laughed and tried to catch my breath.

"No way this is exactly what I'm being !" Jesse stated and went to the dressing room, he was easily a big baby at heart so I approved.

"What's wrong with mine?" Kellin gawked with his mouth open.

"Nothing baby." I laughed as he grunted and went to the dressing room.

"Justin yours is actually pretty awesome" I said and got closer to him. He jumped away quickly and I laughed.

"Stay away devil woman !" He hissed and ran into thing 1 and 2 causing them both to slap him at the same time and I couldn't help but laugh at how in sync and perfect their costumes were.

"Oh Justin, you only need to fear October thirty first, I never strike early, but seriously let me paint your face for the show ! It will look sick" he nodded nervously and scrambled into the dressing room as the twins followed suite, kellin emerged with his costume in hand and kissed me on the cheek.

"I don't care what you say, my outfit is AWESOME" he pouted and walked to the checkout counter.

"Alright Brucey" I teased and he paid as the other guys lined up behind him.

"What did you get scar?" Jesse asked eyeing my black bag you couldn't see threw.

"It's a secret !" I shouted and grasped my bag and ran out to the car before they could pester me anymore about it. They all quickly got back to the car and we all headed home.

The boys all went their separate ways into their own apartments after quick goodbyes, finally me and kellin were alone. I haven't had a night with him to myself since I got out of the hospital.

"That was fun, and you know I want in on whatever your planning to do to Justin!" Kellin stated excitedly as we set our bags down in the apartment.

"It was, and you KNOW your always my partner in crime, it's going to be absolutely epic!" I giggled as kellin scooped me Into his arms bridal style and carried me to his room.

He kicked the door open and placed light kisses into my neck as he set me on the bed. I kissed him deeply and pulled him on top of me, he grinded his hips into mine and I moaned slightly.

"I've been dying to get you home all day" kellin whispered Into my lips as they brushed.

"Me too, I haven't had you alone outside of the hospital since you've got home" I whispered and kellin froze and stared into my eyes with a frown.

"Really?" He said sadly and I nodded.

"I'm so sorry scar, I promise tomorrow is going to be all about you and me, I want to take you out and sweep you off your feet like I should have the day I came home." He kissed me deeply and I smiled underneath his assault on my mouth. He was being rough and lustful. I loved every second of it.

"You promise?" I breathed as we caught our breath.

"Promise." He said seductively and kissed down my collar and ran his hands under my shirt. I moaned as he massage my breasts, he removed my clothes slowly before removing his own.

Before I knew it I was screaming his name as the room filled with passionate moans and emotions. I could feel kellin complete me with every motion, every thrust and every sensation his touch made me feel like the only thing In The world he focused on. he was my missing piece, and I could feel our connection slowly turning into one strong powerful being more and more each day.

Kellin, you have no idea what you do to me.