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Desperation Devastation

Meet Emile de Groen.
19 years old, living her life the way she wants it, or at least the way she thinks she wants it...
Everything in her life is "normal", happy and without a bother.
Until, the fateful day that set everything into a spin...

A tale of grief, loss, love, pain, and finding your place in the world...

Note: Although the story title is from a AFI song, it is not an AFI fanfic, it is an MCR fanfic.
Also: This story contains graphic drug use and violence, hence the rating. If it is too intense, do not read.
  1. Introduction
    Self explanatory.
  2. Cappuccinos and Receptionists
    Introduction of Alex and Emile's job.
  3. Strangers listen to The Misfits.
    Read and find out. Donuts are good.
  4. Donuts Taste The Same As Being Alone.
    Meet Susy.
  5. Dialing Your Fears
    The call.
  6. Sarcastically Screaming Your Desires
    Will Emile break?
  7. Unfortunate Circumstances and Door frames.
    The mystery is solved, or is it?
  8. The Freak-show Victim Has Secrets.
    Who the hell is Bob?
  9. Traffic Light Conversations Lead To Number 14.
    Getting to know Mikey.
  10. Medical Flowers and Fragrant Reasons
    Emile gets lost in hospitals and thoughts.
  11. Beds and Bears.
    Everyone dislikes the morning after.
  12. Freedom Is Trapped Inside Clouds That Keep Secrets
    What is wrong?
  13. She Is The Spastic That Yells Into Phones
    The invitation.
  14. Killzone Is A Hardcore Plush-fight.
    The word of Lance.
  15. Opening Doors and Opening Hearts.
    The news, part 1.
  16. Alone.
  17. Fists of Mourning
    Aha.
  18. Poetic Wonders From The After-Life
  19. Willing To Remember, Dreading To Forget.
    A new face.
  20. Re-runs Of Awkward Silences.
    Look who's arrived!
  21. B, D and R-G.
    A small gathering.
  22. Tears From Beyond The Grave
    The news, part 2.
  23. Waking Up And Sneaking Out
    A different view.
  24. Falling Nowhere, Falling Everywhere
    Dreams.
  25. Celery Sticks and Blankets
  26. Bite Wounds Reveal Hidden Emotions
    The mystery men revealed.
  27. Sleep Deprivation + Skittles = Fun
    Oh, the hilarity!
  28. Silently Screaming Into White Nothingness
    Does she really need sleep? What good does it bring?
  29. Neon Shirts Brighten Minds
    Does she?
  30. Stiletto Heels Can Fly?
    What Lance did.
  31. Butt-Grabbing And Bruising
    Emile discovers something she'd prefer to forget.
  32. Cleanliness Is Next To Loneliness
  33. Concerns/Concerts
    Loving the Alex.
  34. Buttered Toast And Lymphoma.
    Never judge a book by it's cover.
  35. Bathroom Bothers Reflect Frustrated Gauntness
    Revelations?
  36. Pranking Your Mind
  37. Where No-one Cares.
  38. Collision
    Where The Hurt Things Go.
  39. Half-Hearted, Deserted.
    We know who he is.
  40. Dirty, Sexy, Money.
    Life.