A Stone Cold Heart and the Dancing Samurai

hello my name is Emily Sakura I know that its a strange name my parents did come from a mixed family I am half English and Japanese . I have long blonde hair I generally wear it in a loose ponytail with my long fringe hanging in front of my face hiding one of my eyes . I have deep purple eyes that always seem to sparkle and captivate people for a reason I do not know or care about. I am about five foot seven. My past is not the best but then again what do you care I lost everything and I still suffer no matter where or what I do. I am alone. I do not go to school or live in an orphanage I am eighteen and working several jobs my only true moment I feel the happiest is when I play my bass guitar I don't like to show my emotions my face is always as still as the dead. I have many masks I wear but yet I never show how I actually feel I am like a army camp. I learn to not trust or seem weak in anyway although I relax when listen to music like all time low and a few Japanese bands like vocaloid . I learnt to build up a wall and never let it be knocked down I am all by myself and nothing will change that. although I look happy I am literally dead inside my heart was stone ever since I watched my whole family die in front of me. In fact I helped kill them by mentioning and sharing info to a strange man when I was just a child I told him my family won the lottery I was so naive I did not know not to trust anyone even if they love you they can still stab you in the back and he tracked my family and killed everyone but leaving me drenched in there blood helpless and alone no where to go or run.