Message to Myself

You don't deserve to be happy. You don't deserve to live. You don't deserve to eat. No-one likes you. They'd honestly be happier if you just topped yourself already. You hang around your 'friend's' like a bad smell, attention seeking and being annoying, and they can't wait to get rid of you. They hate you. Your teachers hate you to, that annoying know-it-all student at the back. Even your family loathe you, though they're not supposed to. You're just that despicable.

Don't eat. You don't deserve food. You don't deserve anything. Keep up the act of happiness, right up until you overdose. And yes, you will kill yourself. It's what you deserve.