Tell Me That You Love Me

“Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Praying that I'll make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

It was you
That told me I could do this
You put the music in my heart
How you sang with a band in Memphis
It's hard just, to be strong
Not knowing if, I've done you proud
I like to imagine
You smile when you hear my songs

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

A letter home
And I know we don't really speak much
We both know I'm not keen to
But I think there's things I've left unsaid
I'm okay, don't worry
I wish I'd been a better kid
I'm trying, to slow down

I'm sorry for letting you down

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

Yeah!

You know it's just, Rock and roll
I know you're by my side, through it all
My terror twin and I
Let's take over the world

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own”

I sung my lungs out.
Every night.
I let my hand with the microphone fall from my mouth and exhaled heavily.
“THANK YOU POMONA! We had a blast with you! Thanks a lot for hanging out with us! Go and see our friends in Of Mice & Men and come to our signing!” the crowd cheered loudly “We are WE ARE BROKEN and this is our last song!”

With that we broke into Renegade.

“Holy fucking shit.” Jake laughed when we piled off the stage.
“That was one sweaty show.” Chris grinned as he towled his hair.
I sighed heavily.
I was tired and all I wanted to do was sleep, but I still had to do a shooting with Kellin and Vic for AP and then Bryan Stars wanted us as well.
This was way too busy for me.
Believe it or not, when you’re in a young band there’s a lot of pressure on your shoulders. Everyone wants to see your face and wants to hear your opinion on everything.
We tour, we play shows, we have interviews and photoshootings and so on.
I made my way back to our bus to get a quick shower and prepare myself for the interview.
“Hanna?” I heard Matty Mullins from Memphis May Fire ask.
“Bathroom!” I replied as I put on some make-up.
I heard him walk through the bus towards where I was.
“Are you going anywhere?” Matty asked with a laugh as he came up behind me.
“I have this shooting with Kellin and Vic today and then an interview with Bryan Stars.” I sighed and continued to do my make-up.
A small chuckle left Mattys throat “He’s gonna ask you some weird questions.”
“I know…watched some of his interviews.”
I blow dried my hair and straightened it, while I heard Matty switch on the TV.
I decided to wear my DBNO shirt with some shorts, TOMS, a Drop Dead necklace and a GK cap.
Yep, I’m totally into this shit.
I sighed lightly and decided against the GK cap and put it down again before I stepped out of the “bathroom”.
“Gorgeous as ever.”
Matty and I had become pretty close friends on our last tour.
See we played our first big tour with Memphis May Fire and Sleeping With Sirens, which is probably the worst thing that can happen to you.
I mean you get to see how immature people can possibly be and in a way it’s actually quite nice.
We all grew pretty close and these people became some of my best friends.
I was happy to be on Warped with them.
I finally made my way to the SWS bus to meet Kellin and Vic there.
“KNOCK KNOCK!” I yelled as I entered the open bus.
“Hanna Melissa Mendoza!”
“Gaaaabeee!” I overly extened his name.
He hugged me tightly, as soon as he let go, the rest of the boys followed.
“Ready to go, small stuff?” Kellin asked.
“And that asks you…you’re barely a centimetre taller than me.” I protested.
“Whatever.” He huffed and we left for the shooting.
“We’ll go and pick up Vic at their tent.” Kellin informed me.
I haven’t met Vic yet, so I was actually a bit excited.
“Did you know that you and Vic have the same decent?”
“Really?” I asked.
“Yea…this thing is going to be fun.” I laughed lightly at his reply.
We reached the PTV tent and Kellin called Vic over to us.
He quickly apologized himself from the signing and came towards us.
“Hey bud.” Vic greeted Kellin.
“And you are Hanna from We Are Broken, right?”
“Yep…therefor you must be Vic.” I smiled.
Vic looked at me for a bit.
Painfull silence and the noise of the people around us filled my ears.
“Wait a sec…Hanna Melissa Mendoza?” he asked finally.
How was this possible?
Only my best friends and my family knew my real last and middle name.
“Yea…” I said with a bit of curiousity in my voice.
“I missed you Lissa.” With that he wrapped me into his arms.
Lissa was my nickname in San Diego, but that’s a long time ago. I can barely rememberered that time, but I know that this was my nickname.
“How do you know that name?”
“Lissa…I…you were my best friend.”
I stared at him for a second.
“Who gave you the necklace you’re always wearing?” he asked.
“I don’t know…I’ve always had it.”
“I gave it to you, for your 16th birthday, the same day you left San Diego. You promised me you would call me, but you never did.” He said with a sad face.
“Vic…can we talk about this later? Like after the shoot, maybe after the shooting, when we’re on our own? You can explain this to me and maybe I’ll understand it.” I tried to sound as understandable as possible.
He nodded lightly and the three of us made our way to the shooting.
It went by rather quickly and afterwards we answered a few questions about music, Warped Tour and such things.
“Hey…uhm Vic, I need to do another interview. What if we meet at about seven in our bus?” I asked him.
“Yea okay…I’ll be there.” He smiled lightly and we walked towards the busses.
Kellin and Vic were stopped by some fans, so I said goodbye to them and walked towards my bus.
We did our Bryan Stars interview, which was acutally quite funny.
The question were a little weird, but we had fun.
After the interview I decided to take a little nap.
I laid down in my bunk and closed my eyes.