Day-dreamer

The concept is hovering at the edges of my mind, lost in the fog that so often surrounds me. This concept, I can't quite grasp it. A mixture of love and pain. An overwhelming feeling of loneliness and inexplicable darkness. But there is a light. I can see it. Faint as it may be. Will my fantasies, my constant day-dreams...will they come true? Will he really rescue me from the Hell I've been appointed? Or will he just sit back and watch as I'm drug deeper into the lake of fire? Dear God...please let him be my salvation...