Motionless in White

I watched him as he made his way over, drink in hand, through the mess of drunken dancing bodies. I smiled at him as he came to a stop in front of me. “Hey Ricky.” “Hey.” He laughed for a reason I couldn't figure out. “You having fun?” I shook my head. “Not really.” He pouted. “Aww, that's a shame.” I couldn't help but stare at his lips. The way they looked when he pouted was kind of hot. I instantly shook that thought from my head. Chris is my best friend, why am I thinking about him like this? “You okay?” “Uh, yeah.”, I said, still a little dazed. He looked like he didn't believe me, but shook it off. He got even closer to me somehow, his warm breath tickling my face. “Why don't we make this night memorable, hm?” I had no idea what he meant, but I was kind of curious to find out.

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

Before I realized what he was doing, his lips were on mine. I didn't move too shocked to react. Oh my god, he's kissing me?! I was terribly confused, but I kissed back anyway. He deepened it, our tongues wrestling sloppily. His lips tasted like cherries, and they were incredibly soft. I pulled on his lip ring, making him moan softly. I can't believe it, but I actually kind of enjoy it, which is extremely weird. We went on for at least five minutes, even though it seemed like forever, before finally breaking apart.

I kissed a boy and I liked it
The taste of his cherry chap-stick
I kissed a boy just to try it
I hope my girlfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a boy and I liked it
I liked it

He smiled hugely at me, his breathing still slightly off. I found myself grinning back. His hand came up to rest on my cheek, pulling me closer in a quiet subtle way. I stared into his eyes as he brought his face closer yet again, his lips inches from mine. I liked this little experimental game we were playing. It was quite interesting, and not to mention fun. Part of me knows that this isn't right, this is not what good boys do. Its not how we should be behaving. I can't even begin to explain how confused I'm feeling right now.

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter,
You're my experimental game
Just human nature,
It's not what,
Good boys do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I almost completely forgot about my girlfriend, Ashlyn. I don't know how I would even begin to explain this to her. I hope she wont mind it. But, maybe I wont have to, if I don't tell her. This feels so wrong, yet so right. His mouth continues to move against mine. I'm completely turned on by him right now. His skin is so soft, and his lips are now red. He's so hard to resist, so touchable. Too good to deny it. I can't help but think about Ashlyn. I hope she wouldn't find out about this. She'd surely kick my ass. But it isn't a big deal really, just innocent fun is all. I doesn't mean I'm in love or anything.

I kissed a boy and I liked it
The taste of his cherry chap stick
I kissed a boy just to try it
I hope my girlfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a boy and I liked it
I liked it,

Us boys we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

We broke apart once more, his arms around my waist, mine around his neck. “You know what I hadn't thought of?”, he panted. “What?” “How pissed Ashlyn's gonna be about this.” I smiled. “We don't have to tell her you know. It'll be our little secret.” He grinned in agreement. “And one more thing.” He quirked a brow at me questioningly. “You taste like cherries.”

I kissed a boy and I liked it
The taste of his cherry chap-stick
I kissed a boy just to try it
I hope my girlfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a boy and I liked it
I liked it