A Nightmare? Or a Dream...?

And then a flash

I now see my funeral
Everyone I know was there
My ghost walked over to my casket
I look at my dead body
So peaceful... So relaxed... So... Happy
I couldn't help but notice how calm I was
All the stress was gone,
and I had no worries
My hair was perfect
My make-up was glamorous
My slim body was covered with my favorite and most expensive red performance dress
My feet, bare
Just how I liked it
In my hands, holding flowers, i did not
But my Bible on the bottom
And my favorite stuffed animal that I have never let go of
I cannot stop gazing at the pleasure and comfort in my face.
This is what I have wanted for so long