Un-Tameable

I don't know how it happened; but i could only focus on two things right now.

One; which was extremely awkward, was that Will was suddenly kissing me right now; and its not one of those friendly Hawaiian greetings where you kiss another person's cheek; but one of those kisses you kiss someone in desperation, and for some odd reason i was sharing one with Will right now!

The other awkward moment that was also happening on the exact same time was Daemon was staring at the both of us; his hazel eyes contained something i had not been able to have read from him.

From Will his eyes stared back at me and i swear for a second that i saw a glint or a sparkle of some kind flash within them which had caused my skin to crawl as if millions of spiders had just started to roam around my body.

I had always wondered; wondered why this always happened to me; as if some cheesy sappy love movie such as Twilight or something?!

But this wasn't a cheesy sappy love movie, book, online story thing that you post on Mibba; this was real life!

I was being kissed by a whore and this creeper of a brother was just glowering in my direction and sending waves of unknown motives which had just played out in my imaginings within my head.

But there was one thing that i could not figure out; about my cousin's stupid friend Angel who had told me all of this; of the current events which had transpired before happening.

I couldn't help but think of that so called psychic's prediction...

(7 Days To Present Day)

I couldn't believe what was happening this morning, as if on cue at around 7 am in the damn morning on a damn Saturday of all things; one of the most annoying musicals had just began to play.

Oh Oh Oh

Woke up to day

Feeling the way I always do

Oh Oh Oh

Hungry for something that i cant eat

Then i hear that beat

I was now standing in the middle of the hallway looking at Zion obnoxiously who was actually singing the lyrics to that damned Hairspray show.

In his pajamas, he danced passed me while continuing the song while i followed behind of him.

We went downstairs while he continued singing to the karaoke version of the song that was playing within his pocket to which i believed from his iPod touch; he reached into the refrigerator and grabbed an apple then closed the door quickly and slammed his back against it which had caused me to jump.

He then began to pose while singing and then swiftly turned and practically ran towards the television which situated in the living room across of the kitchen.

Turning it on he began singing the chorus.

Good Morning Baltimore

This is not Baltimore.

I rolled my eyes while pulling the earpieces from within my pocket and putting them on and turned on my heel and climbed up the stairs; it is too early for this ridiculousness.

Since he watched that damned movie on DVD he had been so obsessed with the show tunes from said show.

I closed the door and then flew myself unto my bed and sighed into the pillow; i then turned to my side and picked up my already charged phone and scrolled to Youtube to see if any video had been posted the other night of that club incident.

Using a few keywords such as "Arian Madison, Orion, Vocal Battle" i only found a few videos that a few people had put together to show who was the better vocalist in between us.

I quickly closed the window before i had the urge to look at the comments.

I placed it back down when Zion burst into my room and continued to sing that annoying song.

I grabbed my pillow and placed it around my head; trying to drown out as much noise as i could; i hate this song!

There's the flasher who lives next door he sang while pointing at me which had caused me to flip him off.

He laughed out loud from my action and struggled to continue singing the lyrics since he believed it was hysterical of me to have showed my middle finger to him.

I cocked an eyebrow at my idiot cousin who only laughed harder while trying to announce the lyrics from mouth but could not do so and he became a laughing mess.

(5 days to Present Day)

I've been avoiding everyone once more ever since that night of embarrassment; my cousin had just single handily vocally destroyed my ass as well as a renowned singer such as Orion without even trying and was just serenading his boyfriend.

Not only that but he had many bystanders who had taken videos of his singing and had posted up on YouTube and had already gotten 10 million views in a matter of hours; the video had captured both myself and Orion vocally battling against each other and then when Zion had came into the fray; it was as if everyone had their attention towards him, it was rather interesting but also humiliating.

To even top it all; my laryngologist had called me and had given me the largest lecture i had ever had in my life; which remains as my top lecture of being scolded which had overshadowed my brother's lecture which i do not like recollecting since that alone causes me to feel ill and light headed.

As i passed an empty classroom; i haven't saw the shadow behind of me and the pairs of hands that was behind me; though i felt them grab a hold of me with and with strength and with little effort i was quickly pulled within the empty and dark classroom.

I was slammed against the wall and i then slid to the ground from the impact; my god what the hell was happening.

I heard a door close and then locked; the impact dazing me for a few until i saw in front of me, a very terrible thing.

"Hello, Dear Brother" the voice sneered.

An eerie chill ran up and down my body consecutively as the cloudiness cleared and i saw those hazel eyes staring at me.

My eyes widened, i saw him, him. Ivan or 'Daemon' to which he likes to be called; this was no dream at all, i had already tried to pinch myself awake but to no avail at all.

He walked near me and bent down while tilting his head, pure amusement filled his face, a devious smile as well as eyes hinted of anything but malice.

"So i heard you're on vocal rest." he whistled while wagging his finger in my face. "I wouldn't want my brother to be suffering" he chuckled. "Well unless it's from me"

One of his toned arms grabbed the back collar of my shirt and forced me on my feet, me being a few inches shorter than him.

I glared at him; this had to stop.

I had slapped his hand from me, the echoes of said slap filling the room slightly before it became dead once more with nothing but my heavy breathing and the look on his shocked face which had only quickened it.

His nostrils flared and my small victory faded as both of his arms pinned against the wall, entrapping me; similar to the dream that i had a few days ago.

"You've got some damn nerve, doing such a thing" he spat; however with a very sinister grin as he said these words dipped venom.

My head was forcefully tilted to the side as his lips immediately met with my delicate flesh he bit roughly against my neck; his teeth sinking into my neck and i could already feel the bruise forming as he nipped and bit and sucked against it.

My hands automatically shot up and gripped unto Ivan's shoulders and my finger nails dug into his skin; it was the only defense i was able to put out, they sunk deep into his flesh but instead of cries of pain, it was moans.

I could already feel tears streaking down my face, i hated this and i hated him. A brother was not meant to do such a thing, he wasn't meant to be causing your life a living hell; he's suppose to love you as a family member; but why... why was Ivan doing this to me.

Those few moments felt like an eternity; his teeth released against me as i fell limp from him; he had let go of me and had not been engaging on any physical contact yet my body was still limp, refusing to move and refusing to listen to my thoughts; this always had happened. My body would stop functioning as a whole, it was as if i was a machine and he would pour water on me and cause me to malfunction.

Ivan chuckled as my gaze looked up to meet his.

"Don't forget about me; Arian" he said while nearing my face and kissing my lips, he then neared my ear; and his hot breath nearly made me cringe. "I won't forget about you" he whispered before going to the window and had literally ripped it open and jumped from the third story window and vanished.

Those moments of silence i tried to get up but failed no matter what i did; my arms didn't listen to my head, my heart was in a panic right now; my legs were out of order and my eyes continue to release water and caused me to cry.

I wonder why this happened to me; i mean i know i'm not a good person like my goody-two-shoes cousin Zion, but i know i didn't deserve this at all and that i had deserved something better than this.

My head turned the side as i closed my eyes and continued to cry.

I was able to get out of the zone and force myself to sit up; to gather the strength necessary to do such a feat but i had done it.

I had stood up; wiped the tears from my face and opened the door of the class and walked out.

I bumped into everyone and anyone on the way out; i didn't care about it, i didn't care about anything right now.

As i walked to my locker i was greeted by none other than Angel, or Zion's friend; she was standing there as if she had just appeared out of nowhere and looked at me with a frown on her face as if she knew what had transpired early on.

"I'ts okay, it's going to be okay" she smiled while hugging me.

I said nothing, i did not want her to know that she was right, and for some odd reason she saw right through my front and facade and continued to pat my shoulder and back.

"I came to tell you; the next few days are going to be worse, your past and future will collide in a event that will either set your progress back or send you forward" she whispered to where only i was able to hear.

I pulled away from her and stared at her for a second, what did she mean by this?

She smiled while walking away from me. "I'm saying; be very careful, but i fear nothing bad is going to happen but that your life will turn out very..." she turned around and smiled. "Eventful" she said before turning left.

I cocked an eyebrow; she knew something, she knew something and was reluctant to tell me.

I chased after and turned left, i was going to catch her.

I stopped dead; the enormous hallway was empty, and i knew she couldn't walk that far but Angel was gone from view!

I shook my head; nothing's going to happen.... i hope.

(3 Days to Present Day)

The sight around the school was awful; there were dozens of students cheering on the fight that was happening in the 'Quad' or the field where people had to traverse through to go to the classes; this long patch of dirt had been stuck in the middle of the cafeteria as well as the library; and unfortunately so was i.

About ten minutes ago while i had been catching up with my reading; i noticed a few boys arguing about Will; one of them defending him for his actions of sleeping with the other's girlfriend and the other accusing Will of not caring.

I had happened to agree with the latter even if it wasn't any of my business.

I knew things were about to turn ugly, especially when one of the boys had taken off his shirt and tackled the other to the ground.

Almost immediately someone yelled 'Fight' and swarms of overpump teenagers began crowding my only ways out.

I began smacking a few to get out of my way which worked and as i exited the scene i went to the lockers to go get my items for the next class; i'd seen a few security guards rushing towards the Quad and i chuckled; high school drama was very, well dramatic.

I rolled my eyes as i approached my next class.

I had recalled Daniel talking to me this morning but i had just waved it off, especially with his brother glowering in my direction which seemed even drastic to distance myself away from that crazy mess.

"You're getting close to him!" I heard a sharp shout coming from the down the hallway.

Another fight? Oh lords.

Out of curiosity i walked silently down the hall, picking my feet so i would remain tactful to remain undetected as another voice rang out. "And what's it to you?!"

I peaked my head slightly and unnoticed as i looked at another two fighting; and to my surprise it was none other than Will as well as Daniel.

Immediately i swung my face around the corner; what the hell were they arguing about.

Before i knew i had dodged what seemed to be metal being flown my way as it darted and crashed against the ground; a metallic thud.

As i looked closely i seen that it was none other than a locker; and i couldn't comprehend on how someone could use brute strength to rip a locker door from its hinges.

I stuck my head out further to see if Daniel or anyone else had gotten hurt and sighed in relief to see that Daniel was still standing there arguing with his brother.

"You fuckin threw a locker door at me! What the hell is wrong with you?!" I heard Daniel shout.

"I swear Dan, if i see you anywhere near him again; i'll kill you! He's mine!" Will screamed at his brother.

I blinked a few times while turning on my heel; they must be talking about Orion or something. Orion and Daniel had been talking for the past few days and i guess Will had been seen.

I rolled my eyes, this did not concern me at all.

I turned on my heel and entered the classroom; ignoring any other yelling between the obvious two stupid siblings.

~*~ (Present Day)

It was a Saturday and i was out near the park with Zion, his boyfriend Charlie and the rest of the group excluding Angel to which i had more questions to ask her.

The two newlywed couple had link their hands and was sitting under a tree eating brownies or something; which smelled good and was rude to not share with the rest of us... like myself.

Aaron was talking to Becky, yes i did remember her name now while Orion who was for some reason not suppose to be even here; had been talking on his phone.

But i was there by myself; as always.

I sighed before i felt a presence near me; a somewhat familiar presence.

I turned to see Daniel in the corner, under the tree just looking directly at me. I blinked my eyes at him, this scene felt somewhat, familiar?

He approached me and sat next to me, saying nothing but keeping me company.

I sighed while turning to him.

"Hey Arian" the jock smiled at me.

I nodded at him while gazing down at my cousin and his group as they were busy doing their own thing and had no time to notice anything.

I looked at Daniel; he wore a bandana; a blue tank which was covered in sweat and shorts that rode up to his knees; I deduced that he was jogging and had stopped to see me.

"I seen you that night; you were amazing" he smiled.

I chuckled silently while looking at him; i patted his sweated shoulder while going back to staring back at the clouds.

I didn't want to be rude but, i did want to be alone right now and if by knowing; Daniel bid me goodbye and continued his run.

I could feel the cool autumn breeze hitting my face as i adjusted my scarf and at the corner of my eye i saw something to which i should have ignored.

As if by instinct i turned my head to see Will, glaring at me from a distance.

He had a red short sleeve shirt with jeans and brown shoes.

It was as if, as if i knew what was about to happen in here and now?

A scene had played out all before; this felt extremely familiar and somehow it was scaring me right now.

He stalked towards me and i tried my best to move but for some odd reason, my knees were locked in place and my feet did not cooperate with me at all; what the hell was happening?

Instant of the usual demeanor he had plastered on his face, that maniacal look with a hint of mischief within his eyes, it was filled with the same thing i had seen in the club a few nights ago.

He stood over me; the view of the clouds clouded from his form as his eyes stared at me and only me.

Why did this feel so familiar?

"You" he breathed in my face.

I really wanted to say something; but i didn't, I remained silent while focusing my attention to a tree, it stood there alone, like myself; growing alone like myself. Yet it was by itself, there was more life within it than those surrounding it. I seen more animals in this single tree than most in the park; it was taller than most too. I felt like i was the same, even if i was alone; i grew into the person that i am today, i became successful at the age of 5 when i sang. I could go against the world by myself.

My eyes was then met by his as his strong hand had turned my face to his.

I blinked at him; showing no emotions at all.

"I can't believe it's been 12 years" he whispered as he sat on the bench near my leg.

12 years? What's been 12 years? I don't remember anything at all.

Before anything could happen; i saw Will stand up and hover next to me, the usual tactic he would use to try and scare me.

I couldn't help but stare back at his golden eyes; why would he do this and do so much just to provoke me?

He leaned into my face, what was he doing exactly?

"You're not to go near him; do you understand me?" he said to my face.

Excuse me? Who?

"I saw what happened; that day in the classroom" he whispered softly.

My eyes widened; he saw Ivan?

"Who was he?" he tilted his head.

I instead looked back at the tree; ignoring his question; he knew i can't answer him-

I was then met with two angry rage looking eyes as my face was slowly squished in between fingers; Will's hands as he just stared at me.

I looked down; i did not want to answer him at all.

He squeezed my face tighter and forced me to look at him; it was hard, the memories of Ivan doing what he wanted to me was already flooding back to me, his touch and kisses and everything else, i did not understand why he did it though.

"You; i know you can answer me, i heard your god damn girly voice before and i also heard you sing a couple of nights ago; so i know you can talk... so answer me or else..." he threatened as he squeezed my face a tad too rough this time.

I said nothing, I don't care of being punched; hell you can try and we'll see what the hell happens afterwards.

His free hand had pulled back, curled into a fist and that was my cue in closing my eyes; i didnt want to see his fist pound my gorgeous face; one two three or multiple times of his desire; it felt as if it would hurt a lot more if i witnessed it.

But instead of a powerful collision of brute strength; i felt the total opposite. I felt a tingling sensation on my lips, as if some soft skin of some sort was pressing against it.

Opening my eyes I saw closed eyelids; and looking down at the facial and bone structure it had to be Will's since his hand had not left my face at all but his free hand had began supporting my neck as he deepened the kiss.

Reality had began to sink in and i couldn't believe what was happening; that I, Arian Madison Vocal Legend of this day and age was being kissed by none other than Him; Whore Robinson Master Whore of the Decade... and that's when it really hit me... that i was being kissed... and even further i was being kissed by him...

Oh fuck, i was being kissed by Whore Robinson.