Andley:
Andy's POV
I can’t believe I did that. I can’t believe that I just kissed my best friend and now he knows I’m gay!! He’ll never look at me the same way again he’ll as a queer, as a freak of nature, as a fag!! He’s never gonna talk to me again. And what if he tells the guys and they decided to kick out of the band!! I strode out of the van and sank to the ground with my head in my hands. Then I couldn’t help it but I started uncontrollably sob for what seemed like the longest time. My makeup started to run down my face. Once I calmed down enough to breath and hands stopped shaking I pulled out my cigarettes and started to smoke.
“Andy? Andy are OK?” Ash had managed to walk up on me without noticing. I turned toward and he saw the streaks of makeup and tear stains on my face. “Andy!! Andy what’s wrong?” he ran over and crouched down on the ground next to me. Just seeing him looking so concerned for me brought on more tears and I started to cry all over again.
“Andy? Andy are OK?” Ash had managed to walk up on me without noticing. I turned toward and he saw the streaks of makeup and tear stains on my face. “Andy!! Andy what’s wrong?” he ran over and crouched down on the ground next to me. Just seeing him looking so concerned for me brought on more tears and I started to cry all over again.