Waiting for Something.

Age of being Illegal

So I am at the age where I can buy legal things like drugs, lighters, ect. Ever since my birthday everyone is always saying you can just go to the store and buy like drugs when ever you want them. The thing is that i could but i don't want too. Its cool now and I do wanna try cause I'm curious. But I feel like someone would catch me or say, "how could you do that?" And get all mad at me. I am not ready for someone to just dislike me for buying something legal. Its just something I'm not cool with now. It's very confusing. Even i'm confused now. I just really want people to stop telling me that I'm legal to do whatever I want. Truth is I really can't do that anyway.. I still live my parents. I have a job but i am using the money for a summer trip with my sister. I don't have a car or a license. I don't want one right now. Plus i am only in highschool and my life is fine for now, It's not hellish. So stop telling me. I will do it when I am ready. You can buy drugs and alcohol when your at my age. So shut up about me being legal. Its only for my use not for you. Just wait for your turn. kay
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Its really is annoying and it happens a lot more since of my age is being older that my other friends.