I'm So Bad At Being Lonely.

This was it. Today was the day. I was packing my bags, and tonight I would be seeing Jack for the first time in almost 4 weeks. Jasmine and I had talked to our bosses earlier that day and they were so nice and understanding about the whole thing. So, it was official. I was picking her up tonight and we would drive to the first Florida venue, (Which just so happened to be in Orlando, thank goodness) and we'd be staying on the tour bus for the next 3 days. My phone began to ring and I looked down to see that it was Jack, which was weird because we had just spoken a few hours ago on the phone. I shrugged and answered, "Hellooo?" I asked in a sing-song voice. I heard laughing and Jack yelling in the background. "Gabe, give me my phone, you fuckin' wanker!" Then, I heard more laughing and Gabe spoke up, obviously having taken Jack's phone from him. "HEEEYY ADDS!! Listen, I gotta make this quick, your boyfriends about to kick my ass, but I just wanted to tell you that we're all looking forward to chilling with you and Jasmine for the next couple of days, especiallyyy Jaaack." I pictured him winking saying that last part. I then heard more yelling, "There you are, you jackass! Get off the phone with my girlfriend!" Jack said, trying to sound serious but half laughing. I couldn't help but laugh, he sounded so cute when he was mad. Gabe giggled again and then said quickly, "By the way Addie, Jack's been having wet dreams about you, just thought you should know okay bye!!" before hanging up. I stared at my phone in shock and couldn't help but smile and laugh a little at the boys' obnoxiousness. Is this really what I would be dealing with for the next 3 days? Oddly, I was kinda looking forward to it.

A few hours later, I was standing in front of my closet, deciding what to wear. I had already done my hair and makeup, and it was almost time to go pick up Jasmine. Shit, I needed to hurry. I had decided in straightening my hair and just leaving it all down, and very simple and light double winged eyeliner for makeup. I finally decided on wearing an Anthem Made tank that Jack had got for me and sent in the mail, a plain black cardigan left unbuttoned, skinnies and my gray TOMS. Simple enough, but cute at the same time. I looked at my clock, exactly the time that I had to leave. I grabbed my two duffel bags, purse, and phone after checking to make sure I had turned all the lights and stuff off and headed out the door. The butterflies were going nuts the whole way to Jasmine's and the whole way to the venue. I could tell Jasmine was freaking out too, so I grabbed her hand as I was driving to the show, giving it a reassuring squeeze as we pulled into the parking lot.

Jack had told me to park toward the back, and that he had let the manager of the place know I'd be leaving my car there for a few days. As we made our way in, security stopped us and told us we had to go to the back of the line. "Oh no, we're the girlfriends of two of the band members performing tonight." I explained to him, he narrowed his eyes and looked at us before speaking into his little headset thing. "I'm gonna need both of your names." We quickly told him and he repeated them into his speaking device. He listened a moment longer before nodding and smiling at us. "Alright ladies, follow me inside. Sorry for seeming cross, but you never know with these crazy fans..." I nodded, "It's completely understandable. I get it that's your job." He smiled again and brought us to a door. "Okay, you're gonna go down this hallway and their dressing room is the last door on the left. Enjoy your night." He said before heading back from where we came. This was it. Jasmine and I looked at eachother and smiled widely before opening the door and starting down the hallway.

It seemed like it took forever to get to the door that security pointed us to, and right before i reached for the door handle, Jasmine grabbed my hand. "You want to jump in and surprise them??" She whispered to me. I nodded and covered my mouth to keep from giggling. I was terrible at keeping quiet in situations like this. She silently mouthed '3, 2, 1' before swinging the door open and both of us jumping in and yelling, "SURPRISE!" and what a surprise it was. These boys were NOT Sleeping With Sirens, and they looked absolutely terrified as they stared at us in shock. One of them stood up, he was shorter and had shoulder length wavy brown hair and a hoop through one of his nostrils. "What are you two doing? How did you get back here?" He asked, not rudely but more shocked. "Ummm, this is so awkward." Jasmine muttered, right before the guys from Sirens came walking in. "Babe?" I heard Jack's voice. I smiled and immediately turned around, practically jumping on him and pulling him in to kiss me. When we pulled away, I blushed and whispered a quiet "Hi.." "Hey there cutie." He said back to me. I turned back around, ready to explain myself to the four guys who I had probably given heart attacks to. Before I opened my mouth, one of them stood up and cut me off. And damn, he was HOT.

"Woah woah woah, you've got some explaining to do ladies. First, you burst through our door screaming like banshees and scare the hell out of us, and then you start sucking face with our friends? What the hell?" He laughed and motioned toward Jaz and Jesse, who were still attached at the face. I couldn't help but stare at him. He was tall, taller that Jack. With long dark hair and a snapback on, with a hoodie overtop of it. He had huge plugs and an anti-eyebrow piercing. He also had the cutest little braid falling over one of his shoulders. When I had caught myself staring at him for a bit too long, I shook my head quickly and apologized. "I'm so sorry, we meant to go into these guys' room. The security guard must have thought we were here to see you guys instead!" I laughed awkwardly. "Hey, don't worry about it!!" The one with spiky ass hair exclaimed. The other 3 nodded. "We love meeting new people!" After introductions were made and I found out that those guys were from the main band of this tour, Pierce The Veil, we made our way back to our guys' dressing room. My mind went back to the guy I was staring at. Tony, I think his name was. He was sort of quiet and shy, it was so cute. Wait what the hell! Why am I thinking about some guy I don't even know! I'm here with Jack. Jesus, I need to get my head out of the gutter.

After spending some time with them, it was our guys' turn to go on. Me and Jasmine stood side stage and watched. They put on a great show! I was impressed and so proud. The way the fans were screaming and singing along to their lyrics. They must be really freaking popular. While we were watching, someone came up and stood next to me, I looked up to see it was Tony. He smiled down at me and I couldn't help but smile back and feel my cheeks turn red. "So, how are you enjoying it so far?" He asked me, having to yell over the music and the screaming. "They're so good. I would have never imagined the crowd would be so crazy!" I laughed. He smiled and nodded. "How long have you and Jack been together?" He asked. Woah, getting a bit personal are we? I shook off the thought. He was probably just curious, I mean, I DID kinda attack him back in that dressing room when I saw him. "Not very long," I replied, "Almost two months." He nodded again, smiling to himself. "Umm, so how are you liking tour?" I questioned. "I love it. My band does a lot of touring, it feels more like home to be touring than actual home does for us. We just love being close to our fans and putting on a great show." He spoke with so much sincerity and passion, I could tell he loved doing this. When he stopped talking, I just smiled at him like an idiot. "What?" He asked and laughed. "I don't know, you just seem like you really care a lot about this." I explained. "I really do. Being in this band, making music, it saved my life." He said back. I couldn't help but smile even bigger. He was so genuine. "That's really good," I said back to him, "I'm glad that this makes you happy." I said to him. He smiled and nodded. "Listen Addison, it's almost time for me to go on. I'll talk to you later on, okay? You'll be watching our set, right?" He asked hopefully, "Of course I will! And call me Addie." I answered, smiling at him. He hugged me and spoke softly in my ear, "It was nice talking to you, Addie." Before walking away. I wanted to follow him and talk to him all night.

When I turned around, I saw Jasmine eyeing me with a raised eyebrow. "What was that about?" She asked me. "I don't know, he was just being nice, I guess." I shrugged. "Yeah right! She exclaimed. You SO think he's hot!" I blushed, "Maybe I do.." She laughed and playfully pushed me. "We'll talk about it later." She told me, as we saw our guys running off stage. We were engulfed in sweaty, smelly hugs. "Ew, gross guys!" "Yeah, get off of us!" Me and Jasmine laughed. The guys all alughed at us getting grossed out by their nastiness. "Get used to it babe, you'll be getting sweaty hugs for the next 3 nights." Jack whispered in my ear. I got the shivers once again. I liked it when Tony had done it, but it could never compare to the chills I got when Jack spoke to me that close. I smiled at him and kissed him quickly, "You guys were amazing, I'm so proud of you." He smiled down at me and leaned his forehead against mine, "Thank you baby. That means a lot to me." We then all walked back to their dressing room and hung out while the guys took turns taking quick showers in the bathroom before Pierce's set. They had a freaking shower in their dressing room. This is crazy. While Jack was taking his shower, Jasmine came and sat on the couch next to me while the other 4 guys were talking and having a few beers on the other two couches. "So do you like him?" She asked me eagerly. "Who, Tony?" I asked her, somewhat confused. "No, Phelix the cat!" She said back sarcastically, "Yes, Tony!" She said more quietly so the other guys didn't hear. "Well I definitely think he's cute, but I don't even really know him, of course I don't like him." She nodded. "Okay, just making sure. But if anything changes, talk to me about it! You can't keep it all bottled up!" I smiled reassuringly. "I gotchya Jaz." She sighed and walked back over to Jesse as Jack came out of the bathroom, looking sexy as ever in a tank that showed off all his muscle. It was almost time for the show so we went out and stood side stage while the guys walked out and the crowd went crazy. Tony had changed into a tank and it was then that I noticed all of his tattoos. Okay, he just got 10x hotter. Then, as the show went on and I watched him jump around and swing his guitar around, he got about 80x hotter. Jeez, did this kid have any flaws whatsoever?

When the show was over, I was exhausted. We hugged all the guys in Pierce and got guy sweat all over us again. I was definitely taking a shower back on the bus. When I hugged Tony, I whispered in his ear, you did especially amazing.." He pulled away and smiled at me, his eyes shining. "Thank you!" He replied, before I walked over to Jack and we made our way out to the bus. I called the shower as soon as we walked on and Jasmine sighed in exasperation. "Damnit, Add!" She yelled playfully. I giggled and winked at her as Jack led me to the bathroom after I grabbed all of my toiletries from my bags. As I went to close the door, he stopped it. "Care if I join you?" He asked and leaned in, kissing me on the lips. "Wouldn't you like that?" I whispered teasingly against his lips before shutting the door and locking it before he could say anything else. I heard him groan and I couldn't help but giggle at his frustration. I was gonna have to make this up to him later, I knew it.

After I got out of the shower and changed into my oversized t-shirt and a-little-too-short-shorts, only Kellin, Jesse, and Jasmine were in the front hanging out. Everyone else had gone to their bunks to sleep. I asked where I was gonna be sleeping and they all looked at me like I was dumb. "I have to share Jack's bunk don't I?" I asked with my eyes closed, face-palming myself. They all laughed and Kellin spoke up, "Well you don't HAVE to... but it would be the most obvious choice." I laughed at myself, "Yeah I guess your right." Jesse told me which bunk was Jack's and I shook my head and flipped them off as they chuckled at me again. "Goodnight, assholes!" I said back at them and made my way to Jack's bunk.

I crawled in, and it was surprisingly more roomy than I had thought it would be. He wasn't asleep yet and pulled me close to him, kissing my forehead and smiling at me. I looked into his eyes and I saw the same look in them as the night of his party. He trailed his calloused fingers up my thigh and his rough hands felt so good against my smooth skin. I was instantly turned on and ended up getting on top of him, pretty much straddling him. I leaned down and gently trailed kisses from his lips to across his jawline, down his neck. He held onto my hips and I heard a moan in the back of his throat as I kissed his lips again and bit his lower lip. He pushed his hips up into mine, and upon feeling him hard, I gasped and reached up and entangled my hands in his hair, grinding my hips back down into his. He flipped us over so I was laying back on the bed and he was propped up beside me, leaning over me with one of my legs bent and leaning onto him. With his arm that wasn't holding him up he held my face as we kissed and slowly trailed it downward to my thigh, gently brushing his fingertips across the smooth skin of my leg. At this point, I was almost begging for more, I usually was never this forward, but I don't think I had ever been this turned on before either. His fingers found their way to the apex of my legs, and he rubbed there painfully slow. I breathed out as he put more pressure onto my sensitive private areas. I reached up and pulled him down to kiss me, and I bit his lip again when he reached up and his hand made his way into my shorts. He hovered his hand over the area until I stopped kissing him and looked at him, confused. He grinned deviously, "Oh, were you expecting me to go further?" He asked. I swallowed hard and nodded slowly, my eyes never leaving his. He leaned down, "I don't think so, sweetie. It's my turn to tease you. You're not getting any more until you beg me for it." He whispered, sending those spine tingling chills through my body even more than usual in my current state. I whimpered as he began to pull his hand out of my shorts. "No, don't stop. Please." I whined. He had me wrapped around his finger right now. He smirked. "Say it again." I leaned into him close, "Please Jack, I'm begging you, don't stop." I said quietly. He kissed me roughly, replacing his hand and driving me absolutely crazy.