Beautiful

'You're nothing but a fat slob wasting room in this home!'

Those were the words that went though my mind at the moment as I stared at myself in the mirror of my bathroom. I stripped down to my bra and panties and just stood their, looking at my disgusting body.

"I'm so disgusting,' I whispered to myself as I put my hands on my flat belly, pinching the skin,"no one would love you. Ever."

Turning from the mirror, I sat down on the edge of the bathrub before reaching under the sink and took out a small metal box. Opening it, I reached in and took the razor blade in my hand. I have never done what I am about to do, but there's no time like the present.

Putting the metal box on the counter, I looked at the blade for a moment more before taking a deep breath before pressing the blade to my right thigh. Without a second thought, I made three straight lines across the pale skin. Watching as the blood beginning to pool up, I did the same to my left thigh before making two on my stomach.

'You're nothing but a fat slob wasting room in this home!'