Snowfall

I have to stop here and let you know that I am telling all of this from memory. It wasn't really so far away as it was... blurry. I wasn't thinking straight and in this next part, seriously putting myself out on a limb; trying to take care of those I cared for, do the right things and fix my disease. My disease is, of course, mental, so the best way to fix it would be to change my mindset. That's what I thought anyway. I am not heartless or scared. I want to give to and help others. But I think at times, I may choose the wrong ways to do so.