Secret Santa

I probably should have not reacted so angry.. I will Get to what happened. The other day my group for friends decided to do a Secret Santa cause Christmas is coming very soon. We had to write down everyones name it was a bit hard cause some people were missing yesterday at lunch. All written down, got a hat then started the name picking game. Most people were happy who they pick except like 3 people. They kept putting names back. Like thats not how your suppose to do it! Grr. I was last other than the three people missing. I was happy about my person. I notice someone who picked me, then put my name back. wow like rude. And I was right next to them. Next the bell rang and i still had the three papers with names including mine. I just decided to text them cause I need them to have a name for the game to happen. I looked at the others papers to see who was left after I had found someone else. I it have been all good but I didn't want one of then to give me a crappy present cause I wasn't on good terms with one of the people. Next Day, I went into the library and was trying to trick my friend to getting my name. But She didn't wanna play like that. Then I told her how I didn't want someone to get my name then so she had to pick me. Then It all fell apart. I was talking and someone spilled what I had said to them. They were be very pushy and saying who was the last name. Which that piece of paper in my hand. I didn't want to know I had lied. There were three of them with their hands up asking me who was the name. Like, You guys are being brats. Fucking just ask me. But no, I was getting mad. So I got my bag and just walked out. At lest one of them texted me to see if I was alright. I didn't see the point of going back into the library at brunch time to get questioned. Was just walking alone with loud music on. I was still mad at them by lunch so i didn't sit with them. They like to question everything and I don't think that is always nice. Some are pushier then other. Plus that group has gotten to big and not a fun anymore. I have only like six more months til graduation. I want to just have FUN. Not to get questioned or get into fights. I was just super sick and annoyed with people today. FML