Status: i Don't even know
These Fading Nights
Fun
My first day went by fairly quickly. I had no reason to complain though, I made a few friends on my first day. I mean it is really exciting, this place doesn’t seem to be half as bad as I thought. I could actually look forward to going to school.
Jaime showed me around and introduced me to his friends. He has a boyfriend named Tony, who is pretty cool, I like him. He also has another friend named Vic? I think that was his name, I don’t know, but there’s just something about him that intrigues me. I can’t put my finger on it, he seemed a little shy or something because when I sat down at their table and Jaime introduced me to him he just looked up at me and gave a weak smile before he turned his attention to pretty much anything or anyone except for me. I don’t really know why. It doesn’t really bother me though.
My first day was a complete success, but I couldn’t wait to get home.
“Hey Kellin!” I heard my mom call as I entered the door.
“Hey mom.” I answered back before putting my stuff down on the couch.
“How was your first day? Did you make any friends?” The way she looked at me when she said that made me feel self-conscious.
“I actually had a pretty good day. I made a few friends.” I told her with a smile slapped across my face. She looked at me in awe.
“Geez, don’t act so surprised.”
“No, no, it’s just, I me- YOU HAVE FRIENDS!” She embraced me tightly.
“Ca- bree-“ is all I could get out.
“Oh, I’m so sorry.” She said as she fixed my shirt.
“Okay well I’m going to go do some homework.” I said as I walked down the hallway and to the right where my bedroom was. The walls were still white and I still hadn’t unpacked my stuff. I just dropped straight to my bed and stared up at the ceiling happily. I don’t really have homework I just didn’t really want to talk right now. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out and it said:
Jaime: No Subject
Hey man! Do you have any plans today?
A smile ran slowly across my lips as I read the message. I had never had a real friend, so this meant a lot to me.
No. Why?
I replied. I set my phone down on top of my stomach. And just kept staring at my ceiling waiting to hear back from Jaime.
I felt the buzzing on my stomach and quickly looked over the message.
Jaime:
Well, Tony, Vic, and Me are going to go hang out and I didn’t want Vic to feel like a third wheel. But if you don’t want to go it’s totally cool, I don’t want you to feel pressured.
I sat and just stared at the screen. Great now I’m going to obsess about this. What does he meant that he doesn’t want Vic to feel like a third wheel? Why didn’t he ask someone else. Well how do I expect to make any friends if just bail on them.
No, I’m down.
I replied not trying to seem excited or nervous. My anxiety levels were shooting though the roof. Before I even had a chance to think I felt my phone vibrate again.
Jaime:
Okay! Cool! Well wear something cute ;).
Oh god… what have I gotten myself into?
Jaime showed me around and introduced me to his friends. He has a boyfriend named Tony, who is pretty cool, I like him. He also has another friend named Vic? I think that was his name, I don’t know, but there’s just something about him that intrigues me. I can’t put my finger on it, he seemed a little shy or something because when I sat down at their table and Jaime introduced me to him he just looked up at me and gave a weak smile before he turned his attention to pretty much anything or anyone except for me. I don’t really know why. It doesn’t really bother me though.
My first day was a complete success, but I couldn’t wait to get home.
“Hey Kellin!” I heard my mom call as I entered the door.
“Hey mom.” I answered back before putting my stuff down on the couch.
“How was your first day? Did you make any friends?” The way she looked at me when she said that made me feel self-conscious.
“I actually had a pretty good day. I made a few friends.” I told her with a smile slapped across my face. She looked at me in awe.
“Geez, don’t act so surprised.”
“No, no, it’s just, I me- YOU HAVE FRIENDS!” She embraced me tightly.
“Ca- bree-“ is all I could get out.
“Oh, I’m so sorry.” She said as she fixed my shirt.
“Okay well I’m going to go do some homework.” I said as I walked down the hallway and to the right where my bedroom was. The walls were still white and I still hadn’t unpacked my stuff. I just dropped straight to my bed and stared up at the ceiling happily. I don’t really have homework I just didn’t really want to talk right now. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out and it said:
Jaime: No Subject
Hey man! Do you have any plans today?
A smile ran slowly across my lips as I read the message. I had never had a real friend, so this meant a lot to me.
No. Why?
I replied. I set my phone down on top of my stomach. And just kept staring at my ceiling waiting to hear back from Jaime.
I felt the buzzing on my stomach and quickly looked over the message.
Jaime:
Well, Tony, Vic, and Me are going to go hang out and I didn’t want Vic to feel like a third wheel. But if you don’t want to go it’s totally cool, I don’t want you to feel pressured.
I sat and just stared at the screen. Great now I’m going to obsess about this. What does he meant that he doesn’t want Vic to feel like a third wheel? Why didn’t he ask someone else. Well how do I expect to make any friends if just bail on them.
No, I’m down.
I replied not trying to seem excited or nervous. My anxiety levels were shooting though the roof. Before I even had a chance to think I felt my phone vibrate again.
Jaime:
Okay! Cool! Well wear something cute ;).
Oh god… what have I gotten myself into?
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agh! i'm sorry i know this chapter sucks but i have been really busy lately and i wanted to give you guys something. i plan on updating tomorrow. Hope you guys enjoy this. BYE.