Goodbye Heartbreak... Hello Freedom!

Making my way back to cardiff to recover my things from my now ex home was the hardest thing to do.
10 months me and him were together and he just threw it all away just like that, on the way up I couldn't help but think of everything we had gone through together, the good times and bad, how we planned our future together. And now all that was gone.
As the train pulled into Cardiff central station my heart began to pound. I was about to see the guy wanted to spend the rest of my life with the guy who had just broke my heart.
'what the hell am i doing' I thought to myself, was i really strong enough to face the person i still love?

I got off the train and headed for the exit, i could see him waiting with the flat key i gave him months before.
"Can we talk? look i know i broke this off but that doesnt mean i dont love you or want you in my life" Cory told me.
"I'm not here to talk, i just wanted the key" was my reply
i took the key from him and started walking towards the bus stop, cory followed me there.
"Look i need to come to the flat anyway to get the rest of my stuff"
"Fine, but dont expect me to speak" I told him.
He fell quiet.

On the outside i was acting tough, but on the inside this was killing me.

when we finally arrived at the flat, i went straight for my suitcase and started throwing clothes in.

"Why do we have to end on a bad note?" he asked, his eyes looking down.
i couldn't help but shout at him
"THIS WAS YOUR DAMN CHOICE! NOT MINE SO YOU CAN DAMN WELL LIVE WITH IT!" i was fuming, how dare he ask that, we wouldnt be in this mess if he hadn't made this choice.
i told him when we first got together if we broke up again then i wouldn't stick around and thats a decision im standing by.

i was packed and ready to leave.

"Elizabeth please.." his eyes teared up.
"i was mad im sorry, everything will change i promise" He continued.

"Sorry doesnt cut it this time, goodbye"

and with that i walked away. For good.