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It's Nothing Personal
I Didn't Mean It
Jack’s P.O.V
“Alex..I-I..I’m sorry. You have no idea how much I regret what I did. I didn’t mean for anything to happen between us, I was drunk and I just wasn’t thinking.” I looked at him, hoping for some look of forgiveness in his eyes. Alex knew I was straight, he wouldn’t think it meant anything..would he? He just looked more hurt than before..fuck. “Alex? Say something, please?” He just continued to stare off into nothing. “Alex fucking say something!” I yelled a bit louder than I intended to. “WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY JACK? I FUCKING LOVE YOU. OKAY, GET IT NOW? I. LOVE. YOU.” He screamed at me. I didn’t know what to say. He what me? He loved me? Finally I was snapped out of my trance and I saw him stomping up the stairs. “Alex, wait! Come back!” He kept on going. I went to go follow him up but he locked his door. I tried yelling at him, but he turned his stereos on high. Dammit I regret buying him those things. I knocked hard on the door, kicked it, everything. Looking at my phone I saw I’ve been sitting here for half an hour and he’s still showing no sign of talking to me. I might as well just leave. As I started walking down the stairs, I felt him throw a coat at me and slam his door and lock it again. Slipping on the coat and walking out the door, I felt tears slip down my face into my stubble. I’ve never hated myself more than I do now.
“Alex..I-I..I’m sorry. You have no idea how much I regret what I did. I didn’t mean for anything to happen between us, I was drunk and I just wasn’t thinking.” I looked at him, hoping for some look of forgiveness in his eyes. Alex knew I was straight, he wouldn’t think it meant anything..would he? He just looked more hurt than before..fuck. “Alex? Say something, please?” He just continued to stare off into nothing. “Alex fucking say something!” I yelled a bit louder than I intended to. “WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY JACK? I FUCKING LOVE YOU. OKAY, GET IT NOW? I. LOVE. YOU.” He screamed at me. I didn’t know what to say. He what me? He loved me? Finally I was snapped out of my trance and I saw him stomping up the stairs. “Alex, wait! Come back!” He kept on going. I went to go follow him up but he locked his door. I tried yelling at him, but he turned his stereos on high. Dammit I regret buying him those things. I knocked hard on the door, kicked it, everything. Looking at my phone I saw I’ve been sitting here for half an hour and he’s still showing no sign of talking to me. I might as well just leave. As I started walking down the stairs, I felt him throw a coat at me and slam his door and lock it again. Slipping on the coat and walking out the door, I felt tears slip down my face into my stubble. I’ve never hated myself more than I do now.