And in the Meantime I'll Fight Dragons, Just Like Any Knight for His Lady

(my pov)I was on the roof top looking up at the moon..thinking about my parents...like usual...how I missed them so much...it hurt to think about them but I can never stop....
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me"I finished and for a few seconds it was quiet but then i heard clapping.My face flushed red seeing Will"Wht-what are you doing here?!"I asked shyly"You?Being shy? Oh come on you were great!"Will said sitting next to me.I sighed looking over the town again"Thanks but I dont usually sing infront of others...not even Kate"I said"You should because you are wonderful"Will said.I smile at him"Thanks...so where are you from?How did u come to meet my idiot brother"I said laying back with my arms crossed behind my head.He lied down too"Me and my two friends needed money desperately and the knight we were working for died....so I put his armor on and posed as him.We got payed good for that one match.I thought this would be a good idea.I can be great.I just have to take it.My fate is in my own hands"Will said.I smile"I wish you the best of luck...and I pray they do not catch you Will...the penalty is death...be careful"I said"Worried?"he asked smirking.I smile back"Not at all.I just dont want my armor to be broken"I said as I got up and stood"Come on.They'll think something of us if we stay here together any longer"I said"Let them think what they want.I like talking to you"Will said but I looked back"U are rather confusing...one minute you're Jocelyn's play thing....and now..u wish to flirt with me?Make up your-""Her name is Jocelyn?"Will asked.I glared"You have made it up... ok then.Come,I'll show you your room"I said coldly"Jessica I-""Forget it..it would never work"I said sighing as I went back inside...there I showed Wat,Rolen,Geoffery and Will their room"Sleep well guys"I said and left.I sighed sadly"Git"I grumbled before going to bed myself....so a week past and Will was winning match after match....I was there with the guys and Kate when people were cheering for Count Adhemar...he strode past me.He looked at me and smiled"I shall win this match for you my lady"Adhemar said.I blushed but smiled"If you wish"I said giggling.Kate gave me a smirk with a raised brow"It's about time you get a little male affection"Kate said hugging me.I smile"He's charming"I said trying to make Will notice.Will looked"You actually fancy him?He's a jerk"Will said"Maybe so,but beggers can not be choosers.He is a fine man...any girl would be privliged to be with him...it's a fine match"I said watching him(picture Elizabeth in the first movie talking about Norrington)"Jessica u can't seriously like him?"Geoffery asked"And so what if she does?"Kate asked.Geoffery sighed and looked away"Good luck Will"I said"Oh lovely"Wat said starring at Adhemar"Count Adhemar...I dont think I've ever seen him lose" Will said"No,but defeat him and you'll see it firsthand"Roland said...then a woman walked over to us"Hello..I am Christiana...my lady bids you wear this token"She said handing Will a white sash.My eyes widended and I quickly got sad"Of course"Will said in a heart beat..that hurt even worse...."She also said to tell you...her name is-""Jocelyn...my friend Jessica has told me"Will said with a smile.This woman looked me up and down and smirked.My blood boiled as she walked away...Geoffery watched Christiana walk away"Nice Geoff.....could you be any more subtle?"I asked angrily"What are you talking about woman?"He asked"You guys are all pigs"I said crossing my arms"Oh come on Jessica why are you-""Enjoy the armor.I expect full payment"I said and walked away and stood in the crowd.I saw Count Adhemar starring at me..he actually looked concerned"Kate..would you do me a favor?"I asked taking off my black sash that was loosely around my neck"I know what to do"Kate said taking it with a smirk and walking over to Count Adhemar.I noticed Will's jaw had dropped.Adhemar took it and smiled at me..he also smelled my sash wich made me giggle in a weirded out way"He says he will wear it with pride"Kate said smiling.I smile back"Atleast I have one mans attention"I said giggling...then the joust was just about to begin...it looked very serious...then they both charged...I watched in anticipation...and finally....Adhemar AND Will were hit but Will got one point...I bit my lip"Wait you want him to lose?"Kate asked"Mm...yes and no...he's being a jerk"I said with sadness.Kate smirked at me"Your darker persuiter has been peirced with wood"Kate pointed out.I saw Adhemar pull out some wood that was in his side.It was small but it was in blood"Poor guy"I said actually pitying him.So...round two began and they charged.I felt something in my gut was going to happen so I rose to my feet to watch..I was getting nervous...for the both of them but I saw Will hit Adhemar and he missed Will.I sat down"If Adhemar loses then Will will notice nothing about me...but if Will loses he will quit.I know he would..."I said to Kate"We will just have to see how this ends"Kate said rubbing my back.I smile at her but the smile was fake..inside I was nervous on both men.I didnt want either of them to win...or lose....People were cheering for Will now...well they were cheering Ulrich.The final match...this was the most crucial...if Will got another hit he would win but if Adhemar knocked him down or his helmet off he would win...this was scary to watch..I bit my lip...and watched..and finally...Adhemar knocked off his helmet ...that was an automatic win!I stood in shock..Will was hurt badly...but I had to hide my fear because Adhemar trotter over on his horse and lifted his helmet.I stood up and gave a smile to him"My lady,I believe this is yours"He said.I nodded and as he left I glared at him"So now you hate him?"She asked"The way he did it was cruel and mean"I said as we got down and went to Will"Are you alright?"I asked"W-what do you care?Clearly you fancy Count Ademar"Will said in pain"Oh shut up with that.I did it out of pity.Now come on before you die"I said as we all helped him get down so he could claim his prize.Will recieved a golden unicorn.It wasnt small but it wasnt life size"Come on Kate"I said and she nodded.We got back to our shop and met up with the guys.Will payed off the men that my brother owed"Now you will never do this again Brother...or so help me I will cut every last finger off do I make myself clear?"I asked darkly"Y-yes.Anything for your forgiveness"he said hugging me.I sighed"Dont be an idiot.Your my brother..I love you you fool"i said hugging back.He sighed"Im so glad to hear that"he said but I whispered in his ear"But I can not heal the wound that is between you and Kate"he looked at me and nodded"I know...tis something I must do on my own"he said and I nodded.I looked at Will..but the two men were still there"Its six and sevenths tonight Chaucer.Do you feel lucky?"Asked one"Do you wear enough clothes?"asked the other.I glared"Be gone!He is done with you and you are never to mess with him again or I will take my blade to your throats!"I said angrily.They both grew pale"Wh-what she said!You bloody gits"Geoffery said behind me.I nodded but my brother kept talking"Except to exact my revenge"he said"What?"I asked"What on earth could you do to us?"Asked the one"I will eviscerate you in fiction"I slapped my forhead"Dear god help me"I said"I was naked for a day.You will be naked for an eternity"Geoffery said but the one laughed"I have a feeling we shall meet again"said the other"He will do no such things be gone I said!"I said pulling my brother away"You will not have your little sister around forever Chaucer"said the other as they left"Bastards...and you!Enough with the bloody writing!You cant get revenge on people with a book!"I said smacking his arm.I sighed taking a deep breath"Im calm...my brother is just an idiot"I said rubbing my tempols"Jessica"Will said calmly.I looked up at him"Here..take what we owe you"He said gently.I blushed"You know....if you...if you took us with you....I..I would do the armor repairs for free...if you took us with you...we have always wanted to go to France"I said with hope.Will shook his head"We travel alone...take your gold and go"Will said.My eyes glossed"Will..."Geoffery said.Will looked at him then back at me"Jess-"I smashed the gold against a wooden carrige,picked up the unicorn head and gave him the ass of the horse"It suits you well"I said as I stormed off "No.I-Im sorry I didnt mean it like that!Jessica!"Will said but I kept going.Kate said something to them all and soon followed me but I was stopped by Count Adhemar"My lady.I want to thankyou for your sash earlier..it smelled sweet...like roses"He said smiling at me.I blushed.I couldnt help but notice Will had followed me..my guess was to apologize but I didnt want to hear him"I was...I was hoping u would accompany me to the banquet tonight"He said.I nearly laughed"Count Adhemar,do u realize I am a Black smith?You can do better then I...any man could"I said sadly but he gently touched my cheek"I only want u....now if u please...let me buy you a dress...you can prepare in my quarters...with a hot bath and prepare makeup..and dress in any color of your coice"He said making me smile.I looked at Kate.She nodded"Your friend can come too...if she brings a date"Adhemar said.I looked at Kate"No"She said"Kate please"i said and she growled"I'll go ask him..you owe me"She said angrily and left.I smile"I look great in red"I said and he smiled"Red it is my lady"He said and took my hand"Allow me to give you a ride on my horse?"He asked.I smile"I'd be delighted"I said giggling"Jessica!"I saw Will walk up to me"May I help you?"I asked coldly"I realize you're angry with me but-""Im sorry...but I do believe I have a banquet to attend...you know how real men are.Good day Sir Ulrich"I said and as Adhemar helped me on his horse,he got on as well,I glanced back at him with a frown,he saw my sad look and took this into attention and walked off.I sighed and turned back around"Do you know him?"He asked"He wanted me to make him armor...he is a friend of my brothers.Nothing more and nothing less"I said cooly.He smiled"I am glad to hear that"he said,soon enough we were at where he was staying.I bathed and dressed in a red dress with a lace red sholl and flats