You Had My Heart at Least for the Most Part

I wake up and feel like total shit today. My eyes look like I've been smoking some Hash or shit and I'm weak. I go to my closet an pull out a Metallica hoodie and baggy jeans. I pull on my fucked up chucks and leave my hair messy. I don't give one single fuck today obviously. I just feel like dying. I don't know how Brian's going to react to my rejection. I don't want Sam to kill him or harm him in any kind of way. I want him safe and peaceful. Yeah right. Peace is just a dream most people want. Someone is gonna always fuck up those dreams just to achieve theirs. Assholes.
-Time Lapse-
I groggily walk to the bus stop slowly so I won't get there when Brian does. Sam is watching me, better yet stalking me. Speak of the devil. I see his car pull up next to me. He rolled down the window, "Get in sweetie. God damn don't you look like shit!" What a nice way to start off the day. I glare at him and get in the passenger seat. I pull on my hood and slump in the chair. He smiles at me and puts his hand on my leg. I fucking hate when people touch there! I feel myself tense up. Fuck! I hate when I do that! I see him smirk and squeeze my leg. What a bitch. We get to school a bit to early and I slowly get out of the car. I slowly walk inside the school and thats when I feel Sam grab my hand and holds it. I pull my hand away and give him a disgusted look. He became angry. He grabbed me by my waist and pushed me against the wall. He's so lucky no ones around yet. "Your gonna be MY boyfriend! You hear me!" he growls. I noticed how he emphasize on MY. I just nodded and rolled my eyes. I'm in no mood, if you've noticed. I just lazily held on his hand dreading when Brian comes. Sam leads me to a bench that hides behind bushes. He tells me to sit close to him. What do I do? Disobey obviously because I don't want him. He grabs my waist again and sits me right next to him. Cheek to cheek. He disgusts the shit out of me. Well, Brian finds us and I became full of guilt. He looked at us and well, how the fuck do I say this? Laughed! He just laughed at us! I have no idea why! I'm just as confused as Sam is! He looked at me like what the fuck? I shrug and look at Brian. "Nice one guys!" he finally says. "Nice one what?" I reply. Fuck fuck fuck fuck! Shut Up Zack! "Making me think you didn't want me." I gave him a confused look. Then it clicked. He thinks me and Sam are joking. Oh how I wish that was true or else I play along. That's not the case though. We aren't. I look down at my shoes then at Sam.
"I would love to have my Zack back please Sam?" he asks innocently. He's so fucking hot I swear! He batted his eyes and stared straight into Sams eyes. I see Sams face and I know he's becoming overprotectively controlling. "No," he replies. Brian gave him a weird look and laughed again. I feel so sorry for him and how he thinks we are fucking with him. "Dude seriously," he asks again.
"No," same answer. This is where I know Brian will get frustrated and angry.
"Um...dude he's my boyfriend." Brian replies.
"Not anymore!" he yells back. First thing he does is grab my face and kisses me really hard. I wasnt prepared for this! I struggled to get away from him. Brian noticed we weren't joking around anymore...we actually never were. He grabbed Sam and pushed him off of me. I started crying and apologizing to Brian. He gave me a confused look. That's when Sam grabbed him from behind and pushed him to the ground. "He was mine and will always will be!" Sam yelled. Don't piss off Brian. Definitely don't piss him off. Brian's face became enraged. I was scared, I had no idea what to do but sit here and stare at them amazed.