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Please Won't You Push Me for the Last Time

This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy.

"Fuck!" Lindsay screamed as she read the message on her phone. "Why did these fools have to start a band?" she said to herself. 'Better question: why did you say you would do their merch and help them with tours?' She thought.

She didn't expect them to get signed so soon. But then again it has been two years since they started the band.

*Flashback*

Lindsay was busy getting ready for her girls' day with Jamie since it has been a few days since they had girl time. She had about 10 minutes left to get ready before Jamie started hollering around about being late to our spa appointments. As she was putting the finishing touches on her hair, like hair spray, her phone started ring. 'Tony! <3' flashed on the screen with his picture.

"Yes Tortuga?" she said into the phone.

"Hey Lindsay, are you sitting down?" Tony said back. 'Hmm he seems very excited over something and he has to tell me obviously. I wander if it can wait.' she thought.

"Yeah why?" Lindsay replied while putting her shoes. 'What is up with him?' she continued to think.

"Okay well we got signed! We finally got signed after two years." he screamed in her ear. Lindsay started screaming.

"No way! Oh my god Tony!! Congratulations!" she screamed causing Jamie to run into her room, looking like she was gunna kick some ass.

"Yeah! So tonight we gotta celebrate! We are gunna pick you and Jamie up at 9 to go to the club." Tony told her.

"Okay we will be ready. But for now I have to go. Text me later?" Lindsay told him back. 'He better text.' she said in her mind.

"I will. Bye Mamachita." he said and hung up. Lindsay locked her phone and started for her door. 'And when did he start calling me 'Mamachita'?' she continued to think to herself.

*End of Flashback*

"Lindsay, are you almost ready?" Mike asked, coming into her room. He couldn't help but stare at her butt while she was bent over.

"Yeah I am Mikey. Actually I am packed and ready to go." she said standing straight up again.

"Well good because we need to get going and I hope you don't have a lot of stuff to bring." Mike told Lindsay. 'Crap' she thought.

"Um..Well Mike, I kinda do have a lot. I may have packed four big suitcases for the tour." Lindsay told him while running downstairs, "Tony, can you help Mikey with my bags please?" she asked him.

"Yes Mamachita. How many are there? Hopefully not 8 or more." he said. Lindsay gasped at him while Jamie and Vic laughed.

"How dare you sir! I don't pack that much stuff. It's only four large suitcases. The one that packs like that for is Jamie!" Lindsay told him while pointing and looking at Jamie. Jamie turned to scowl her. Lindsay stuck her tongue at the woman. Vic and Tony just laughed at the events taking place in front of them.

Mike came down the stairs with one suitcase in each hand. "Is someone going to come help me with this woman's bags?" he asked.

"Tony is supposed to be helping you instead of laughing at me and Jamie. I'll help you with the door though." Lindsay said as she went to the front door. Mike just smiled at her and watched her walk.

He couldn't help the thoughts that were going on in his head. They have been happening ever since that night they celebrated them getting signed at the bar.

'Maybe we shouldn't have kissed that night. Even though we were both buzzed.' he thought.

*Mike's POV flashback*

"Everyone out! We are at our destination." I said stopping at our favorite bar, Live Wire. Everyone shouted in excitement. I couldn't help but notice Lindsay's outfit tonight. 'Lord, when did woman become even more attractive?' I thought to myself.

"Jamie, let's go get some shots real quick." Lindsay said to Jamie. She just nodded in agreement. As I watched her walk to the bar with Jamie, I couldn't help but feel a bit jealous. I don't want any guys making a move on her.

She is mine.

I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't notice that her and Jamie were back and that they had gotten a couple rounds of shots for everyone.

"Mike, are you okay?" Lindsay asked me as she grabbed my hand. I guess my staring off scared her or something.

"Yeah Mamachita, I'm fine. Why do you ask?" I told her. Calling her 'Mamachita' was a common thing now for Vic, Tony, and myself.

"Mikey, you've been out of it for 15 minutes and I've been asking you to dance with me the entire time." she replied. 'Well damn. I really was out of it.' I said to myself in my head.

"Oh well I'm sorry. But if that offer still stands, then I will definitely dance with you." I told her. She justs laughs and nods her head. I grab her hand and lead her out to the dance floor. Some song by Jay-Z was being played by the DJ. I don't even care what is being played, as long as I get to dance with Lindsay.

We danced for a long time, it seemed like. Maybe it was four songs before we started to get thirsty again.

"Mikey, I'm gunna go get something to drink. Do you want anything?" she asked in my ear while we were on the dance floor still.

"I'll take a Jack and Coke." I told her back, "I'm going to go sit down and wait." I finished saying in her ear. She just nodded and walked to the bar.

"Dónde está Lindsay?" Tony asked me as I sat down with the rest of the group.

"Se acercó a la barra a por ella y por mí de beber." I responsed to him. He just nodded to me as his response. 'I wonder why he is asking about Lindsay for. Does he like her? Or is he starting to like her?' I thought to myself.

I pull out of my thoughts just as Lindsay comes back with our drinks and sits down beside me, next to Tony. I notice Tony put his arm around her and that makes a frown come upon my face, luckily she didn't notice it.

"Aquí está tu bebida Mikey." she said to me and hands me my drink. Her fingers brush mine and I liked the feeling but decided to push it to the back of my mind.

"Gracias Mamachita." I say and kiss her on the cheek. She just giggled and blushed a little bit. I smile as I lean back into my seat.

"Mami?" I said to Lindsay, leaning over in my chair.

"Que?" she answered, smiling.

"Podemos hablar un momento? Financiación privada?" I asked her, with a questioning look.

"Si Mikey." she said, getting up from her seat, grabbing her drink as well.

"Where are you two going?" Jaime asked, while everyone looked at us, all with puzzling looks on their faces.

"We are just going to go talk about something real quick." Lindsay said, before I had the chance to answer. Everyone just nodded.

"Entonces, ¿qué quieres hablar?" Lindsay asked me, while lighting a cigarette.

"Qué está pasando entre tú y Tony?" I asked back, wanting to know her answer. 'I hope nothing is going on between the two.' I thought again.

"Nada de lo que está pasando entre nosotros. Bueno, no que yo sepa, de todos modos." she said, while looking at me, making eye contact. I could tell she was telling the truth.

"Por que?"she asked, putting her hand on my leg.

'Well because he is always sitting next to you or that he is always putting his arm around you every chance he gets? maybe because he acts like you are his girlfriend.' I thought to myself.

"Mikey?" she asked again, squeezing my leg to get my attention.

"Oh sorry. I was thinking." I answered.

"Well I asked you why when you asked me if there was something going on between me and Turtle." she said, still looking at me, with her hand still on my leg.

I didn't even answer her back. I just pressed my lips to hers and kissed her. Maybe that was the answer to her question. I continued to kiss her because she didn't pull away. She had started to kiss me back which was a complete surprise.

"We need to get back to the guys. They are probably wondering where we are and what's taking so long." Lindsay said, pulling away for the first time, resting her head against my forehead.

"Okay. First I'm going to get something to drink this time. Do you want anything?" I asked her, getting up. She shook her head no and started to walk back to the group.

*End of Flashback*

"Mike?" Lindsay said while looking at him, waving her hand in front of his face.

"Yeah?" he said.

"Estás bien?" she asked, while walking towards him. She had a concern look on her face. Everything hasn't been the same between the two ever since they kissed at the bar that night they went to celebrate.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I promise." he said while smiling, heading to the bus, to put the luggage away.
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Lindsay's Spa Outfit
Jamie's Spa Outfit

Lindsay's Party Outfit
Jamie's Party Outfit

heres chapter 2! let me know what you think!

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Lindsay

chapter title- Caraphernelia