Status: Completed

'Cause the Hardest Part of This is Leaving You.

This is quicker than anyone thought. It's really going to happen, they said it would. Everyone has to die. We all know it.

With a few months of life left, seventeen-year-old Gerard knows it better than most.
He made a list though- ten things he want's to do before he dies. Number one is sex.

Starting tonight.

But getting what you want isn't easy. And getting what you want doesn't always give what you need. And sometimes the most unexpected things become important.
What's it really like to die when you're trying to live?
  1. Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
    You can cry all you want to I don't care how much you'll invest yourself in me.
  2. Helena.
    We are the very hurt you sold.
  3. In The End
    Here's My Resignation, I'll Serve It In Drag.
  4. Na Na Na.
    I'd Rather Go To Hell. Then Be In Purgatory.
  5. Vampires Will Never Hurt You
    I'll Never Let Them Hurt You I Promise.
  6. Give 'em Hell Kid.
    We Never Wanted It To Be This Way. For All Our Lives
  7. Dead!
    Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
  8. Bulletproof heart.
    Will you mean it when the end comes reeling?
  9. Drowning Lessons
    All I'm asking for is. A thousand bodies piled up.
  10. To The End Part I
    Inrcrease the medication, share the vows at the wake
  11. To the end Part II
    She keeps a picture of the body she lends. Got nasty blisters from the money she spends
  12. This Is How I Dissapear
    There are things that I have done that you should never know.
  13. Sing. Part I
    Sing it from the heart. Sing it till you're nuts.
  14. Sing. Part II
    Make a choice if the music drowns you out
  15. Our Lady Of Sorrows
    Stand up ***ing tall
  16. You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. Part I.
    They make me do push ups in drag.
  17. You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. Part II.
    Life is but a dream for the dead.
  18. You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. Part III
    To wage this war against your faith in me.
  19. The Sharpest Lives
    You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow.
  20. Planetary (GO!)
    Yeah-Let's ruin everything
  21. Head First For Halos
    Fall on your tounge like pixie dust.
  22. I'm Not Okay (IPromise) Part I
    If You Wanted Honesty That's All You have To Say.
  23. I'm Not Okay (IPromise) Part II
    You wear me out
  24. I'm Not Okay (IPromise) Part III
    I Held You Close As We Both Shook
  25. Welcome To The Black Parade.
    The Saviour Of The Broken.
  26. The Only Hope For Me Is You.
    Purifying flame.
  27. Skylines And Turnstiles Part I
    You're Not In This Alone
  28. Skylines And Turnstiles Part II
    It Reaches In And Tears Your Flesh Apart
  29. The Ghost Of You
    And All The Wounds That Are Ever Gonna Scar Me
  30. I Don't Love You Part I
    Sometimes I Cry So Hard From Pleading
  31. I Don't Love You Part II
    So Fix Your Eyes And Get Up. Better Get Up While You Can.
  32. Party Poison Part I
    'Cause All The Good Times. They Give You Cancer.
  33. Party Poison Part II
    Here Comes The Encore
  34. Early Sunsets Over Monroeville
    And The Whole Time While Always Giving
  35. The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
    And For The Last Night I Lie
  36. The House Of Wolves
    You Play Ring Around The Ambulance
  37. Save Yourself, I'll hold Them Back. Part I
    We Can Live Forever If You've Got The Time
  38. Save Yourself, I'll hold Them Back. Part II
    You're The Broken Glass In The Morning Light
  39. Save Yourself, I'll hold Them Back. Part III
    It Ain't About All The Friends You Made
  40. This Is The Best Day Ever
    From Silent Dreams We Never Wake
  41. Thank You For The Venom
    Give Me A Reason To Believe
  42. S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W
    Make A Wish When Your Childhood Dies
  43. Cubicles
    We Could Be In The Park Dancing by A Tree
  44. Hang Em High
    The Angels Just Cut Out Her Tounge
  45. Mama
    So Raise Your Glass High For Tomorrow We Die
  46. Summertime
    Don't you Think I Need Them Now
  47. Demolition Lovers
    I'll Let You Know Just How Much You Mean To Me
  48. It's Not A Fashion Statement. It's a ***ing Deathwish
    But Would You Kill Me In My Sleep
  49. Sleep
    For The Monsters That I've Been
  50. Destroya
    I Don't Believe In Luck
  51. Cemetary Drive
    The Collision Of Your Kiss That Made It So Hard
  52. Teenagers
    The Awful Names That They Stick
  53. The Kids From Yesterday
    The Kind Of Dirty Where The Water Never Cleans Off The Clothes
  54. Disenchanted
    If I Was So Wrong How Could You Listen All Night Long
  55. Famous Last Words
    Honey If You Stay I'll Be Forgivin'