Sincerely, Poppy
4/2/2013
Dear Logan,
Things are bad again. My roommate tried to kill herself again. This time she succeeded. My parents were supposed to show up for family weekend, they didn't. I've stopped eating again and I've cut every day since my last letter.
I can't stop feeling like a fucking disappointment. I feel like such a failure. I was doing so well. I was working so hard but it wasn't enough. Will it ever be enough? Will I ever stop feeling like this? I just want it all to stop. Everything hurts and I can't stop crying. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Sincerely,
Poppy
Things are bad again. My roommate tried to kill herself again. This time she succeeded. My parents were supposed to show up for family weekend, they didn't. I've stopped eating again and I've cut every day since my last letter.
I can't stop feeling like a fucking disappointment. I feel like such a failure. I was doing so well. I was working so hard but it wasn't enough. Will it ever be enough? Will I ever stop feeling like this? I just want it all to stop. Everything hurts and I can't stop crying. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Sincerely,
Poppy