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This One's for You

"I like you too, since you were that little 19 year old, meeting her big brothers band and new frien

It was the 3rd day of tour
about noon
Jillian and I were inside setting up the merch
"What are you doing after this?" She asked
I put a box down and shrugged
"Probably gonna relax before the show"
She smirked
"Or, you could go get sushi with Alan and I" She said
I smiled at the idea
"Okay, Sure" I nodded
Her lips curved into a devilish smile
"Okay well go get dressed and I'll finish unloading" She pushed me into the way of the parking lot
"Okay" I muttered, walking to the bus
~&~&~
"Do I look bad?" I asked austin after I changed
"Nah girl, you look fine as fuck" He laughed
"Really Austin? Cheating on me? With my own sister?" Alan screeched
"What about me?" Jillian asked while coming out of the bunk area
"You know I love you" Alan winked and blew a kiss to her, causing austin to laugh like a hyeena
"I'm fucking done" I muttered while lacing up my shoes
There was a car honk and alan looked out the window
"The cab is here" Alan screeched
We got up to leave
"COME ON TINO, THE CAB IS HERE" Alan Yelled
"COMING" Tino yelled while coming into the front lounge
What
The
Fuck
Tino was coming?
no
fuck
Jillian tricked me
~&~&~
"I will pee on everything you love" I texted to jillian
"nOT MY COPY OF GOODNIGHT MOON" she text back
"omfg stop. why didn't you tell me tino was coming too"
"because gloria, i know you, you would either argue or make up an excuse like"ooh my stomach ahhhh fuck" :> "
"i would never"
"you're alans sister, you would"
".... you're right"
"obvi"
~&~&~
When we got to the restaurant i was sat in front of Tino and next to Alan
Fuck
"So" Tino said
"So" I copied, stirring my tea with the straw
"How was first day back?" He asked
"It was good, You?" I asked
"Good, kinda sore" He said
I nodded
"Merchandising fun?" He asked
I shrugged
"Some fans are as impatient Alan on Christmas" I said, nudging the small ginger man
"Shut up, you always sleep in late as fuck so mom and dad make me wait" He groaned
~&~&~
"Don't be mad" Jillian piped up during Memphis may fire's set
"I'm not, I just wish you would have told me" I retorted
She nodded
"Well, was it nice?" She asked
A smile curled onto my lips
I nodded
"Good" She smirked
~&~&~
Everyone was having fun and drinking with their friends,having a good time, while I on the other hand, I was drinking my problems away
I pulled out a bottle of my favorite whiskey. I had brought 3 bottles of it on tour with me
I opened it up and slung it back
The warm alcohol burning my mouth and throat
I swallowed the drink and felt it leave a trail of warmth
It slurred the world and my problems
~&~&~
-Tino's point of view-
I was almost asleep when i heard the sound of glass breaking in the front lounge
I got up to check it out
I opened the door and saw Gloria,trying to clean up a broken whiskey bottle
What is this girl doing?
"Are you ok?" I asked
She looked up and her face was dripping with runny make up, like she had been crying
"Honestly? No" She said, her words laced with tears and alcohol
"Are you drunk?"
She shook her head No
"Are you drinking your problems away? Again?" I asked sternly
"Fuck, fine I am ok Tino. You caught me" She threw her hands up in defense
I shook my head at the pale, drunk emotional girl that stood infront of me
"No need to get upset, tell me whats on your mind" I said after cleaning up the broken bottle
"Well, I've had strong feelings for someone and I know they will never feel the same way" She slurred
My heart dropped
I knew she would never like me
"He's so cute and goofy and he reminds me of a sloth" she chuckled
"But you know what, he has never noticed" she added
"Who is the person?" I asked
She looked me in the eyes
"You." She said
My lips quivered
"Like i thought, you would never like a girl like me" She scoffed and got up
I stood up and pulled her into an embrace
"I like you too, since you were that little 19 year old, meeting her big brothers band and new friends. I love you" I mumbled into her dark hair
I picked her up and put her in her bunk
"Goodnight, beautiful" I whispered and kissed the tip of her nose, closing her bunks curtain
I climbed back into my bunk
What did I just do?
♠ ♠ ♠
Jillian
Gloria