This One's for You

"Hey baby" Tino said and smiled when his face popped up onto the skype screen
"Hey" I said
"You okay?"He asked
I nodded
How the fuck am i supposed to tell my short-term boyfriend that i was pregnant and it is his baby?
"How's tour?" I asked
"Good, we all miss you though" He said and pouted
"Aw, but i'm here right now" I said
"But it's not the same, i can't hold you and cuddle you and watch american horror story with you." He protested
Aw shit
I heard a familliar voice yell from tino's side
"IS THAT MY SISTER?"
"Yes Alan" Tino sighed and opened the curtain
I saw my brother, smiling with a pen in his hair
"Are you supposed to be writing?" I asked
He nodded
"Stop procrastinating" I said
He made a whine noise and slummed away
"Miss you babe" I said
"Counting down the days" He smiled
"Tell the boys i miss them"
"Pet the cats and tell them zing daddy misses them"
"I love you"
"I love you even more"
And with that, our skype call was through
I started thinking
What do i do?
How do i tell tino?
Hey, yeah i'm pregnant and you're touring.
nope
I quickly decided to go to bed, seeing as it is 10 pm
I changed into one of tino's shirts and sleeping boxers
~*~*~
I woke up and took a hot shower
While washing my hair, i looked at my stomach.
Its so fucking weird to think there's a child in there
nope nope nope
I finished my shower and decided to tell Jillian
She is my best friend after all
"Jillian" I yelled
She quickly came into my room
"You okay homo?" She asked
I laughed and patted the spot on the bed that was next to me
"So,The other day i threw up"
She nodded
"And,The night me and tino started dating" I paused
"You fucked?" She asked
"Jillian!" I squealed
"Sorry" She laughed
"Actually, the night before that we did and we went on a date the next day and decided we had a mutual attraction and we started dating" I said
She nodded
"And I went to a drug store and bought some pregnancy tests. And they were all postive" I said
"You and Tino are having a baby" She squealed
"They could be false positive so i wanted to ask you if you would come with me to a clinic to see if i was really pregnant" I said
"Of course boo, i'll always be here for you" She hugged me
"Now get out so i can change" I said while kicking her butt
"Okay" She said while walking away
~*~*~
I sat in the waiting room quietly
"It'll be okay" Jillian said while patting my knee
"But what happens if I am pregnant?What if Tino leaves?" I asked
"Well if you are pregnant, I will help you do stuff.And boo you know tino wont leave. Tino isn't that kind of person. He is in love with you, How he looks at you and how he talks so sweetly about you when you're not around. He loves you so much" She said
I felt tears start to prick my eyes
"Don't cry oh my fuck stop that" She said while hitting my arms
"I miss him a lot Jillian."I said with a weak voice
"Ms.Ashby?" A doctor called
Jillian and I stood up to follow her
"I am Dr.Jones,Right this way" She said
We quickly followed her to a room
"So ms.ashby, why are you here today?" The doctor asked me
"Well, I think i might be pregnant."I said
"Okay i see, well stay right here and i will get you a cup and you can have a test" She said
I nodded
A few moments later she came back with a small cup
"Okay so all you have to do is urinate in here and we will send it to our lab to have it tested to see if you're pregnant" She said
I nodded
~*~*~
Jillian and I got pizza after the doctors office
"So, how do i tell him i'm pregnant, If i am?" I asked
"I have no clue. Just kinda have to do it quick, like ripping off a band aid" She said and shrugged
"Well fuck that" I said and sighed
My phone rang and I quickly answered
"Hello?" I asked
"Hey babe!" Tino's excited voice rang through my ears
"Hi baby, how are you?" I asked
"Good, I'm about to go to bed here so i wanted to call and say i love you and good night"
"Goodnight Handsome, I love you so much" I said smiling
"I love you too my love" He said
i could almost hear him smiling
"I miss you" I said
"I miss you too"
"Only a few more months"
"I have some suprises from Japan"
"Stop it"
"Nope, I get to spoil you"
"Go to bed"
"Okay"
"Love you"
"Love you more"
"Nop"
"Nop?"
"Yep, go to bed, you must be tired"
"I am. Okay Bye baby"
"Bye"
I hung up and sighed
~*~*~
I was laying in bed when my phone rang
"Hello?"
"Hi this is Linda from Dr.Jones's office calling for Ms.Gloria Ashby"
"Yes this is her"
"Well, your test came back"
"Yes?"
"It seems, you're pregnant. Congrats ms.Ashby."
"Oh um thank you, i have to go"
"Oh yes, We would just like you to come in later this week, like thursday."
"Thursday is good."
"How about 2 in the afternoon"
"Yes thats good"
"Okay, see you then"
"Okay bye"
"Bye bye"
Fuck, what am i going to do?