I'm A Worthless Girl Or So I Am Told

Hello my name is Nicole, but I usally just go by as Nikki. I hate labels but I am considered the goth, punk, freak, loner at my school. I am 14 years old. I live in the boring town of Torren, PA. Its a very dull town and the terry cloth capital of the world. Yea we have it real good here. My father is a drunk and can be abusive at times. My mother is a very timid person and does nothing to stop this. She was rasied to be a loyal wife. I can't tell either or I will get beaten more then I already am. I can never do anything right. My father thinks I am worthless. I skateboard to get away from it all. I have a job at the local skate shop. I have an older brother who is a very caring person he gets beaten as well but always comforts me when I am hurt. He sometimes takes the beatings for me. I love him with my life. He is my protector and best friend. His name is Aiden. He is 16. He as black hair with a midnight blue bang across his left eye. I am almost the same excet I have long black hair dyed red at the tips. I have one friend other then my brother. Her name is Raven. She has black hair and a blood red bang that covers her left eye.