You're Not in This Alone

I was scared, scared of my thoughts... And
what I thought was my only fear.

I am alone.

Forever I was alone, I always thought no one
could help me and I was never going to be the
same Audri everyone once loved. I was ruined
and I feel taken and open for the taking. When
my mother died I tried suicide, I was found
bleeding on my bathroom floor gasping for life,
by my brother.

Rick Grimes.

I became an Alcoholic and drowned my self away
from the pain I felt from my mothers death. I went
to AAA meetings and quit drinking, and moved on
knowing I can rest in peace knowing she doesn't
have to deal with any pain anymore.

A few years later at age 28, my father passed
the only parent I had left the one that taught
me everything I know. I started drinking again,
when my brother moved away. I was a teacher
telling kids that drinking was bad for you when
knowing I was a Alcoholic drowning in my sorrows.

I slowed on my drinking at age 29 and moved to
Atlanta to get way from my town in Lousiana. I
stayed there teaching and just watched from a far
at my brothers new family without me.

When I found out my brother was shot I cried. I
broke down. I felt like my other half was gone. He
was all I had left, he was my savior. People
and kid I knew started getting sick and never
showed up to school.

*€* August 5, 2013 *€*

The new beginning started and it was
my new start.

I do NOT own: The cast of 'The Walking Dead, lyrics, song titles, pictures, and labels of brands.

I DO own: Audri Grimes, plot line, any outfits, and layouts.